Shit Has Just Hit The Fan In My Life

I was thinking you have some disease or money problem.... That would have been a real problem... So, you gf dumped you... Not such a big deal... You'll get over it, that's not much you can do about it...

Nope, that?s not the case. I was giving her as much attention as it was possible for her to receive. I lived for her. The other dude for sure gave her something I guess but was it true? I doubt. As for the sexual stuff I don?t think it was ever the problem. He just put shitload of lies into her head and she is naive. But I don?t want to think about him even for a second cause it rises very extreme unhealthy feelings.

Though, the last few moths before she pushed me away completely she did not want to do things together, she was very little at home and did not want me to join her out. She was choosing other people company and she did not want me to be by her side when with other people.

As for dating apps, thank you but no, I?m not ready for meeting anyone new and I don?t think I will be anytime soon. As for sex, I don?t need it that much, I never was desperate for it. I really like it but it doesn?t matter.

Drama

You look divine darling...those alter boys will just LOVE you!



Now get back out there and get you a piece of ass!

Well, money problem exists right now too as I've written in the long message. I need to move out in 1 month and I wont be able to afford living here.
I have very shitty situation in my family home in my native country but I guess I have no other choice.

Teencat is that you bro?

There's always Isis

I would never join evil side but...

...actually I've checked yesterday if I qualify to sign up to British army and my native country army. I have thought to myself they will give me everything I need now, money, physical pain so that I can stop to think about the shit and some time of escape from everything. But it looks like I don't qualify to join them.

Enough with the crybaby attitude - you sound like a 17 year old girl on her period.

You ended up where you are now, because you dident take care of your relationship. Accept it -> Learn from it -> move forward

They don't accept pussies? Imagine that.

Find somewhere in the apartment pieces of her hair(bed,bathroom,everywhere over the floor),make a small ball,put it on her picture and sneeze 3 times+fart 3 times...Next thing you should do is to find virgin cock,cut his throat and spray over the picture and that hair ball +@ same time sing Miley Cyrus - Wrecking Ball song.
Put the dead cock, picture,hairy ball,all her belongings that you see around there in white bed sheet and tie it all together!

Next step-Throw it through the window and she will come back to you!

Forget about her and find some other chick you will love!


<>Stop singing Miley Cyrus - Wrecking Ball.</>

Psychiatrists and the drugs they give work, they work for millions if people, why wouldn't they for you. Just try it.

Get some simple job with little stress, a change of environment with new people will do you good. I doubt they want a nice CV in a café or whatever.

As I understand you're a foreigner in London - it might also be an easy way to get a job if you find people from your country there. I'm sure they have a Facebook group, just ask there if they have something for you.

Then when you're in a better place mentally, you can think about getting a good job or continuing your project.

Completely Ignore the retarded replies like the robbery/kissthegun one.

You should do something that needs your attention, and even a shitty temporary job will do it. I also suggest to talk with a pro, or if you have intelligent friends nearby who take this seriously and willing to help..

When you are on the ground already, there is No Other Option but to Stand Up. I hate those who keep struggling and agonizing on the floor, instead of getting themselves together and make an effort. It is not that tough, and if you do it once in your life, the second one will be way more easy (life is long and this won't be the last similar case, don't be naive!) and also you will have the self-confidence from the past successes.

Your age is indeed an important question, if you're young enough with dynamic comfort zone than moving to a different place on Earth could be good.

Going back to your family seems to be not an option, if that home does not help you heal yourself than don't do that.

Read a good book. Here's a short but very good one, Siddhartha by Herman Hesse . But there are plenty of good books for this state of mind.

If you have experience with psychedelics, than some mushroom or acid can help, but Not Alone [!!] and if you are not experienced or ever had bad trip than this way is a no-no.

Life is Beautiful, you always have to remember this. Shit happens, and will keep happening, but so mush happiness is wonderful things to be expected...

What about instruments? Do you play on any? You should, it heals as well.

Do Not Drink! It won't help but will make it worse. Obviously I mean don't start drinking for days. Getting wasted for one night could be OK, With [At Least One] Friend.

Do you have a dog or a cat? They help too.

Do Listen to music, but not (always) loud one, it won't help you find your Inner Peace.

Do something GOOD. Do good to people around you. It will make you feel better and it is a good thing to do.

Hey, no worries, you will be all right. Everything is gonna be all right!!

There's tons of people a lot worse off than you...
- be thankful that you dont have a terminal disease
-be thankful that you are young enough to get back on track and do something with your life
- be thankful that i took the time to read your post ...

best regards,
the Shemp

Focus on a job and place to stay.

She has probably been waiting 10 years for you to become a millionaire. And got tired of waiting.

Find a shit job to support your big idea. Find a new girl. Swallow your pride, and find a fat girl with a good job to support you and your big idea.

Not judging you buddy. We are all lazy dreamers here.

you should be the one kicking her out of the flat and no her, you sound like a bitch and bitches don't like men bitches, so she found herself someone to man handle her...learn and dont make the same mistakes again