It took two years, but I'm over it (some pics and some words)

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  • newbreed
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    • Nov 2003
    • 9898
    #51
    Originally posted by tical
    Wow, sorry to hear those hard times lasted so long for you... I witnessed a lot of it begin. Glad to hear things are turning around for you.

    Let me know if you need my address. I would love to wrap things up and move on, even if we don't chat like we used to. You know what I'm talking about.

    Take it easy.
    You're the one person I care about making things right with the most. I will get with you soon, I owe you a ton, more than just the cash.

    I will make this right man, always intended too, but was always clouded by the dumb shit.

    I am free of all of that now, looking forward to moving up, and on.

    Loryn ‎(3:16 PM):
    I love it, just as long as we keep the bedroom door closed from all ears then we can have throw down hard core sex that makes us money haha
    fuck it we can have sex on money never did that before

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      • newbreed
        Confirmed User
        • Nov 2003
        • 9898
        #52
        Thank you everyone for the kind words.

        I didn't want a sympathy thread, I wanted to just be honest, and come back off the bench I put myself on a couple of years ago.

        I am back, and here to stay, bigger, better, faster, and harder.

        I am the limit of my own success, it's all very clear to me now.

        Now if you all will excuse me, I am going to go out on the lake and try my hand at wakeboarding.

        Always wanted to try it, never made the tme for it.

        Day One.


        Loryn ‎(3:16 PM):
        I love it, just as long as we keep the bedroom door closed from all ears then we can have throw down hard core sex that makes us money haha
        fuck it we can have sex on money never did that before

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          • AsianDivaGirlsWebDude
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            • Jul 2004
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            #53


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              • WonderWoman
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                • Dec 2005
                • 1439
                #54
                I dont know you but I read your story and commend you for your clarity after this horrific incident.

                We don't realize sometimes that no one can ever hurt us more than we can hurt ourselves.... metaphorically and literally.

                The world is open to you if you want it. Meditate daily on your blessings and just the beauty of having life and breath in your body....it will help you maintain your clarity.

                Wish you all the love and good energy that you desire in this world.
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                  • selena
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                    • Aug 2004
                    • 7995
                    #55
                    This thread makes me smile.


                    many many

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                      • AlienQ - BANNED FOR LIFE
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                        • Mar 2003
                        • 30307
                        #56


                        Damn dude. Thats about all I can add to this thread.

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                          • Imortyl Pussycat
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                            • Apr 2006
                            • 5449
                            #57
                            great story, it has everything and a happy ending too. glad you made it to the other side and are ready to make the most of it. i'll be the first to say it: the exchanges between you and Profits of Doom made me cry. yeah i'm a girl and premenstrual so i'm allowed, but anyone that didn't get a tear from that is not human. i hope you two patch things up and become closer than ever. best of luck on your new life. also, you need to journal every single moment and detail of what happened, how you felt and how you feel now so you can look back at it in any moments of weekness to remind yourself of where you will never go again.
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                              • OG LennyT
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                                • Jun 2003
                                • 14345
                                #58
                                stupid stunt because of a woman but congrats on turning things around
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                                  • wyldblyss
                                    Confirmed User
                                    • Nov 2003
                                    • 5779
                                    #59
                                    We all have demons that haunt us, some more than others. Sometimes we can never get rid of them and spend a lifetime learning to keep them in their place. We all have inner strength, it is just a matter of believing in it and actually talking to ourselves. Learn how to question your actions and think about why you do the things you do, learn to recognize when you start to slip and teach yourself to dig in your heels and refuse to slide down that barrel.

                                    Reading your post made me cry, because I saw someone I loved in your words and it is too late his time has past, but it isn't too late for you, believe in that and soon you will believe in yourself. I think you do already though, because I see in your words belief that you deserve a second chance to make things right, and that is where it all starts

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                                      • newbreed
                                        Confirmed User
                                        • Nov 2003
                                        • 9898
                                        #60
                                        Originally posted by Imortyl Pussycat
                                        great story, it has everything and a happy ending too. glad you made it to the other side and are ready to make the most of it. i'll be the first to say it: the exchanges between you and Profits of Doom made me cry. yeah i'm a girl and premenstrual so i'm allowed, but anyone that didn't get a tear from that is not human. i hope you two patch things up and become closer than ever. best of luck on your new life. also, you need to journal every single moment and detail of what happened, how you felt and how you feel now so you can look back at it in any moments of weekness to remind yourself of where you will never go again.

                                        I remember showing up at his office one day a few years ago, just after my divorce.

                                        He knew things were all fucked up, he was there from the beginning.

                                        He looked at me, pulled out his wallet, gave me, if I remember correctly, all the cash he had in there (I want to say it was a couple of hundred dollars), and his American Express card.

                                        He told me he knew I was good for it, and to go handle what I needed to, and nothing would be a problem.

                                        That's the kind of guy he is, and just one example where he was there for me.

                                        Louis has a heart of gold, and wears it on his sleeve, Tical is the same way. Tom the same.

                                        All, just good, strong, solid, intelligent, capable people.

                                        I admire them both, and hope one day I can be half the men they have been for me.

                                        Loryn ‎(3:16 PM):
                                        I love it, just as long as we keep the bedroom door closed from all ears then we can have throw down hard core sex that makes us money haha
                                        fuck it we can have sex on money never did that before

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                                          • newbreed
                                            Confirmed User
                                            • Nov 2003
                                            • 9898
                                            #61
                                            Originally posted by selena
                                            This thread makes me smile.


                                            many many

                                            ~hugsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss~
                                            Hi Sweet Pea

                                            Hugs and kisses backatcha.

                                            Come over and play soon, we didn't get much time in Vegas, and you know the family loves having you here!!!

                                            Loryn ‎(3:16 PM):
                                            I love it, just as long as we keep the bedroom door closed from all ears then we can have throw down hard core sex that makes us money haha
                                            fuck it we can have sex on money never did that before

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                                              • Ycaza
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                                                • Feb 2005
                                                • 4290
                                                #62
                                                glad you are gettin it together brother, i might be able to help you with that alcohol thing.
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                                                  • newbreed
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                                                    • Nov 2003
                                                    • 9898
                                                    #63
                                                    Originally posted by wyldblyss
                                                    We all have demons that haunt us, some more than others. Sometimes we can never get rid of them and spend a lifetime learning to keep them in their place. We all have inner strength, it is just a matter of believing in it and actually talking to ourselves. Learn how to question your actions and think about why you do the things you do, learn to recognize when you start to slip and teach yourself to dig in your heels and refuse to slide down that barrel.

                                                    Reading your post made me cry, because I saw someone I loved in your words and it is too late his time has past, but it isn't too late for you, believe in that and soon you will believe in yourself. I think you do already though, because I see in your words belief that you deserve a second chance to make things right, and that is where it all starts

                                                    Thanks for your kind words

                                                    Sorry to hear about your friend, that had to be rough.

                                                    I pictured myself being, "that guy". In fact my nickname around here for many many months, was, "That Guy", seriously.

                                                    I remember one night, couple or three weeks ago, laying in bed, and wondering what people would say or think about me if I were gone. If I went one step over the line, one too many times.

                                                    I realized I had at least a few people who couldn't have cared less, but that made me feel worse, because I needed closure. I would not let anything else get in my way of making things right.

                                                    Family, friends, business. It all has to be fixed, and I have plenty of tools and experience to do so now.

                                                    Loryn ‎(3:16 PM):
                                                    I love it, just as long as we keep the bedroom door closed from all ears then we can have throw down hard core sex that makes us money haha
                                                    fuck it we can have sex on money never did that before

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                                                      • newbreed
                                                        Confirmed User
                                                        • Nov 2003
                                                        • 9898
                                                        #64
                                                        Originally posted by Ycaza
                                                        glad you are gettin it together brother, i might be able to help you with that alcohol thing.


                                                        Thanks Bro, you were always cool to me, even during the down-period.

                                                        Never forgot that

                                                        Loryn ‎(3:16 PM):
                                                        I love it, just as long as we keep the bedroom door closed from all ears then we can have throw down hard core sex that makes us money haha
                                                        fuck it we can have sex on money never did that before

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                                                          • newbreed
                                                            Confirmed User
                                                            • Nov 2003
                                                            • 9898
                                                            #65
                                                            And with that, I am out of here for the evening.

                                                            Thanks again everyone for reading, and for the kind words.

                                                            Let it not be a mistake, Bill is back to being Bill, and nothing will get in my way this time.

                                                            I love you GFY...lol

                                                            Loryn ‎(3:16 PM):
                                                            I love it, just as long as we keep the bedroom door closed from all ears then we can have throw down hard core sex that makes us money haha
                                                            fuck it we can have sex on money never did that before

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                                                              • Jman
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                                                                • Sep 2003
                                                                • 22833
                                                                #66
                                                                Glad you're still alive you seem like a cool guy ;-)
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                                                                  • WWC-Moe B.
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                                                                    • Dec 2003
                                                                    • 2546
                                                                    #67
                                                                    It takes a man to make mistakes.... it takes a bigger man to correct them...

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                                                                      • gandalfuy
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                                                                        • Jun 2005
                                                                        • 4686
                                                                        #68
                                                                        go buy some anti depressives
                                                                        I'm not back.

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                                                                          • SomeCreep
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                                                                            • Mar 2003
                                                                            • 26118
                                                                            #69
                                                                            The only advice I can give is that everyone should do drugs and alcohol. Not only because it is cool, but also because it feels good.

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                                                                              • Spunky
                                                                                I need a beer
                                                                                • Jun 2002
                                                                                • 133978
                                                                                #70
                                                                                Damn..good to hear your ok.that was quite the incident

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                                                                                  • Big Red Machine
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                                                                                    • Jan 2005
                                                                                    • 9586
                                                                                    #71
                                                                                    I was working on a house once and my arm went through the window....ouch luckily I missed the artery.
                                                                                    Best of Luck with everything

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                                                                                      • wasteland
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                                                                                        • Jan 2002
                                                                                        • 697
                                                                                        #72
                                                                                        Godspeed, Bill!

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                                                                                          • Shai West
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                                                                                            • Jun 2008
                                                                                            • 498
                                                                                            #73
                                                                                            I heard this crazy story when we were in OH together before XBIZ, but seeing it all written and laid out that way really adds so much power to the story. Bill, you're a fantastic guy. I know you're gonna be just fine. If I can ever help (tissue, shoulder, gagging deep-throat blow job) with anything, you need only throw up the Shai-signal, and I'll swoop in!

                                                                                            xxx
                                                                                            Still not where I should have been by now...time to take matters into my own hands...

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                                                                                              • Kudles
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                                                                                                • Feb 2003
                                                                                                • 5477
                                                                                                #74
                                                                                                Umm are you sure you didn't murder someone?
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                                                                                                  • Juicy D. Links
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                                                                                                    • Apr 2001
                                                                                                    • 122992
                                                                                                    #75
                                                                                                    omfggggggggg woww

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                                                                                                      • klaze
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                                                                                                        • May 2008
                                                                                                        • 2167
                                                                                                        #76
                                                                                                        Originally posted by Biddy
                                                                                                        Umm are you sure you didn't murder someone?
                                                                                                        Hmmm... Interesting cover up for all the blood.. But they could easily just test the blood..

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                                                                                                          • Tat2Jr
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                                                                                                            • Feb 2001
                                                                                                            • 4882
                                                                                                            #77
                                                                                                            Damn, those pics are crazy. Shocked that you're still alive. Glad you made it, and I'm glad to see GFYers actually take a thread for what it is, and not fill it full of bullshit. It might be time for a self imposed bout of celibacy. Seriously. Pussy can really cloud your judgment, and it sounds like it has for you over and over again in both life and business. I speak from experience. Buy lots of lube, get YOUR life together, and then in a year or two you can add someone else to the mix.
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