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Originally Posted by L-Pink
Tell her your new girlfriend want's the old shit gone in 30 days.
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That's a brilliant idea, but she knows me well enough to know I don't listen or give in to demands like that.
I figure the best thing I can really do is tell her that I'm keeping everything here and keeping it safe, and if there's anything here that she needs down the road, it'll be here when the times comes that SHE can take the appropriate steps to secure it.
That way she knows that the door is open, and that's far more than I've ever offered anyone whom I've parted ways with.
I do like the idea of packing this place up and moving there, but if I do that I may as well just change my name to doormat and allow her to keep my balls in a jar. Not happening in this lifetime.
She and I are two of the most stubborn assholes on the planet, way too much pride between us for our own good. It sucks that instead of actually discussing the things that really matter, we beat around the bush and choose to discuss the shit that doesn't matter to either of us at all...
It'll work itself out. Or if she really wants this shit, it better work out real soon. I'm a fucking guy... I'm on the lookout for the rebound in spite of my own feelings, and I already know who she is. The morning after, all the feelings I have right now will be subject to a new dynamic of thought, and I can guarantee I won't give any fucks about making princess in Florida happy.
Must say, I appreciate having the opportunity to vent a bit here. I've actually been able to work through some of my own conflicts about this whole thing.
Very cathartic, I have to say.