I know I have been posting a lot of random downfall shit lately, and I am sorry for that, read the title, when it rains it pours. The biz posts will be coming soon enough, trust me its worth the wait.
On the other hand, my arm is doing a lot better. The stitches are out and I am still working my ass off to get the new affiliate program live (very very very close)
With all of that being said, my grandmother, one of the best women I have ever known in my life passed last night, and I got the message about 5 hours ago.
Most of you will probably be like wtf is this guy doing posting a respectful message to others on a porn forum, well the answer is simple. It's what I am good at, and she respected that. Did she agree with it? not really but she supported me with the "whatever makes you happy." In a nutshell even tho she was old school on the fornication aspect of my employment she definitely let me know she was proud that I achieved something I appreciated.
Like riddler said at one point, "walking fuck up" that was true at one point of my life, but this woman let me see the light, she was never pissed at me, only disappointed, and that led me to the fact that I needed to grab a hold of my life and make something of it.
When I was stationed in Groton in the Navy, she would have all my shipmates over on the weekends for some good home cooked food instead of the galley, she introduced me to the NE Patriots when I was four, and I tell you there isnt anything like sharing a kitchen table and a TV with an 82 year old woman that punched the table every turnover or when a pass was missed. She cared, she gave a shit, and she always told everyone that I was her grandson.
The rest of my family abondoned me based on their beliefs or superstitions. in their eyes I am a piece of shit shit since I cannot go to Rhode Island from Romania immediately for her funeral due to financial reasonsI am inconsiderate because I have obligations to my employment. Fuck even my mother kicked me out 3 weeks from H.S. graduation because i decked my stepfather that slapped her for forgetting to record a formula-1 race, My uncle barred me from family events at his house and she stood in his face and said this is my grandson, your nephew, and he is welcome at your table, the one I provided for you.
Her coffee and cooking was the best, nothing like a mix of scottish and portuguese cooking, her "jokes" although small were hilarious. imagine she called bitches that us sailors fucked "seagulls" because they were "always following the fleet" man I am going to miss her.
So with that being said this is the tip of the iceberg of the greatest woman I have ever known, I have made this post here because it is the only place I know where to put it where it will be heard.
Thanks for the read, may Edna Brazil rest in peace, I will miss her more than anyone..............
On the other hand, my arm is doing a lot better. The stitches are out and I am still working my ass off to get the new affiliate program live (very very very close)
With all of that being said, my grandmother, one of the best women I have ever known in my life passed last night, and I got the message about 5 hours ago.
Most of you will probably be like wtf is this guy doing posting a respectful message to others on a porn forum, well the answer is simple. It's what I am good at, and she respected that. Did she agree with it? not really but she supported me with the "whatever makes you happy." In a nutshell even tho she was old school on the fornication aspect of my employment she definitely let me know she was proud that I achieved something I appreciated.
Like riddler said at one point, "walking fuck up" that was true at one point of my life, but this woman let me see the light, she was never pissed at me, only disappointed, and that led me to the fact that I needed to grab a hold of my life and make something of it.
When I was stationed in Groton in the Navy, she would have all my shipmates over on the weekends for some good home cooked food instead of the galley, she introduced me to the NE Patriots when I was four, and I tell you there isnt anything like sharing a kitchen table and a TV with an 82 year old woman that punched the table every turnover or when a pass was missed. She cared, she gave a shit, and she always told everyone that I was her grandson.
The rest of my family abondoned me based on their beliefs or superstitions. in their eyes I am a piece of shit shit since I cannot go to Rhode Island from Romania immediately for her funeral due to financial reasonsI am inconsiderate because I have obligations to my employment. Fuck even my mother kicked me out 3 weeks from H.S. graduation because i decked my stepfather that slapped her for forgetting to record a formula-1 race, My uncle barred me from family events at his house and she stood in his face and said this is my grandson, your nephew, and he is welcome at your table, the one I provided for you.
Her coffee and cooking was the best, nothing like a mix of scottish and portuguese cooking, her "jokes" although small were hilarious. imagine she called bitches that us sailors fucked "seagulls" because they were "always following the fleet" man I am going to miss her.
So with that being said this is the tip of the iceberg of the greatest woman I have ever known, I have made this post here because it is the only place I know where to put it where it will be heard.
Thanks for the read, may Edna Brazil rest in peace, I will miss her more than anyone..............
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