WTF am i doing up at 5:40am!?!?!??!?!

CST?

if it makes you feel better im up early too. Its 240 pm here (-:

Maybe its the anxiety for Vegas??

MNT, no it makes me feel bad for you also.

i seriously cannot stand this feeling, now i will pass out at like 12 and sleep the entire day, what a waste.

how is vegas? i love that place buts lots of "shiny" wannabe greaseballs (KB the jew).

i remember waking up nightly in vegas on like an hour sleep and gambling all day LOL

and here i thought you hadn't gone to sleep yet. usually when drunkenness turns my lights out, i'm down for the count.

i did go to sleep ugggggggg,

lately i havent been lasting, with me i havent puked in like 6 years i just pass the fuck out.

what are you doing up?

fuck i even quit smoking blunts, now is a good time.

it is weird when i drink i usually wake up early, here i wake up thinkin it's 12, and it was 5am

not in vegas yet mang, im in romania. I am inbound tho thats for sure. Been living in this frozen solid place for like 8 months and have been out of the states for 2 years (thailand before here). Can't wait to get back stateside, only spent 6 days in 2 years on home soil.

will feel good, i fucking love america,

i am to tired to sleep if thats makes any sense, i wish my gf was here hehehe.

the amount of weed i have smoked in the past 4 months puts my nick to absolute shame. i'd probably be sleeping alot more if i had a bag to hit right now.in the last 4 month period i've smoked like less than the average morning's intake this time a year ago.

i'm just up because i slept all fucking day. i drank myself into a void the last couple weeks, and pretty could do without anymore partying for a while now. between crazy cokehead bitches, barfights, and dumb drunks trying to shoot me. i've had about enough excitement for a month or so...

stay away from the blow dude, it is not worht it, i have never touched that shit but i personally know people who did it "casually" and now do it constant and they are at the point where they are lieing about it because it is so bad.

the kind of drug only brings trouble i have lost many friends due to dealing/doing it because i refuse to surround myself with people who bring drama.

i used to be a blunt head but have 100% quit, i quit for a year before so it is not a big deal, my personality is the type where i get bored of shit very fast, but now i find myself drinking my face off again after my trip to mexico.

oh i know the whole blow story. my roommate for a couple years was a bartebder at the clubs in edmonton, i've worked in the oil patch, i've seen it all, and put my share up my own nose. i've watched alot of good friends go from the occasional bump to becomng total gutter crackheads. but the yayp days are pretty much long gone for me at this point. i have no interest in snorting coke or popping e anymore. just got involved with this chick who's a crazy on her way to rehab bitch, and to make a long story a short one i had to knock some guys lights out in the middle of the women's washroom, and she proceeded to break my nose. crazy crazy bitches...

i am tempted to say i've damn near quit smoking weed, though i have the odd hoot here and there when the oppurtunity arises. i never really planned on it. 4 months just sort of passed and all of the sudden i realized i hadn't been hitting the bong a whole lot...

then another random jackass i know comes barging in my house at 3:30am one night to accusse me of stealing his money all drunk. one thing you do not do i accuse me of robbing you. i do not steal or cheat, and i tak eit pretty personally when i'm accused of shit i didn't do. especially when you wake me up in the middle the night liquored off your ass to do it. so he also got a good shitkicking. apparently according to his roommate he loaded up the rifle and was on his way back to town to shoot me, but was to pissed to even get his truck started...

so ya, anyways, my holiday season was more than eventful enough to keep me happy until my bday rolls around in feb...

haha story sounds all to familiar to me, i know people just like this but i had to leave them behind and i seriously suggest you do the same.

sometimes just leaving everything behind and starting fresh is a good way to go, but for some people the bullshit just follows them.

stay away from women like that they are nothing but problems, i am sure the sex is amazing but at the end of the day it is not worth it.

i wake up daily and go to bed at night in peace and let me tell you it is an amazing feeling, fuck the drama in the long run it eats you up and again it is best to just leave it all behind and same with the people who carry it with them. but basically some people live for the drama so i guess it all depends.

surround yourself with even 1 good person and then meet people through that person, you become what you surround yourself with.

i'm only turning 24 in feb, i had a good run on partying like a jackass, about a year or so ago i just lost interest in most of it. started to look at alot of my friends as total wastes of flesh and didn't like it too much. i'm starting to see the divide with other people now too. alot are turning away from the partying and setting some real goals, the rest are sinking in deeper, and the two sides are drifting apart from eachother.

i got sucked into giving this chick a chance with the whole "i'm trying to change my life" story. the fact that she's a fucking 11/10 helped me along in my decision making process i guess, but it turned out you can't turn a whore into a housewife. i'll know better next time around...

i'm getting back to my original love now, booze. i have way more fun getting plastered off my ass and smoking a bowl or two than anything else anyways...

things got pretty crazy for me for about a year but most of my group of friends matured at the sametime, i dont have time for the drama no more, i thank god i am surrounded by good friends and family.

i am into the simpler things in life and thankfully we collectively weeded out the people who continue to act like they are in high school. sometimes no matter what age people do not mature.

i think you need to listen to 2pac - there you go

have a look at the lyrics it will really put shit into perspective about crazy women for you.

I slept 12 hours tonight,.. feel great!!

a couple weeks of waking up to two black eyes a crooked nose from a 100lbs female will put your shit into perspective about crazy bitches believe me, lol. she's lucky i'm a better man, and as another friend said, she's got to be crazy to be that brave. some guys would have pummeled the living shit out of her after that. me, i just learnt my lesson, and will dat enothing less than virgin christian schoolgirls from this point forward...

Be honest... The only reason your up so early is you shit the bed again LOL