Please read about my struggle..

Ok so i whould go through senarios of my life talking to voices in my head which wernt easy to get. They are my bane of exsistance but they kept me warm all the 7 to 8 years. First it started off in high school where i was a pimp. I whould think of things and where i really went wrong i this is i placed impulserary thoughts into the time line of my thinking. Like if i saw somthing on tv it whould srangly incorperate into my talkings to my self.

To make one thing clear is i am a certified pyscitzophrenic and have been in and out of loony bins about 8 or so ocations.

So well to try and explane more I whould talk to myself about my cousin chris like i was there or even like i had dont it earlier in my life and it really blured the lines of real and fake. It is called grandious is what the docters say. But i have really nver cameo ut into as why i havent tryed to call my cousin or somthing is because i dont know if things i think are real or fake about him. Being left alone so long i had much time to make story apon story apon story.