This is really sad. All I see are a bunch of posts by gideongallery on "ignore"
He is not in our industry.
He has ZERO reason to post here.
He has never even posted ONE business thread or ONE goofing off thread.
EVERY post he has ever made on GFY is about stealing and pro-piracy.
Gideon...you really need to get some help. This is obviously a desperate cry for help from you. As much as you are disliked here, I don't think anyone wants to see you hurt yourself. But man, all the symptoms you are displaying are of a man in a DEEP depression.
Please get some help. I don't want you to do anything crazy and end up dead at your own hand. And that is where you are heading if you don't get some help soon.
This is a textbook case of a man crying out for attention. And it always leads to suicide.
Please man. It may seem bleak to you now, but the world is actually a beautiful place. You CAN find your place in it.
But first, you are going to have to try to stand up and walk away from your computer and go see a psychiatrist and get yourself some help. Please. Before it's too late.
