Originally Posted by CurrentlySober

Thanks all. Thing is, that I dont really truly believe in ANY higher power - Hence me shunning the 12 steps, and doing it all myself about a year and a half ago...

However, due to a personal issue in July, I relapsed...

The reason I said 'CM Punk' wasn't a piss take. Its cause he is a wrestler and entertainer, at the top of his game, whom I admire. He is also (In Real Life as well as in the ring) "STRAIGHT EDGE"... I think, if he can do what he does and take NOTHING... EVER... Then what could I achieve if I could get just a 5th of what he has?

But anyway, hanks for responses, and I shall try again - MY WAY - then, if it still dont work - I shall try 12 steps

Like I say, I HAVE done it before, and I'm sure I could again, and if the event that happened in June had NOT happened, I would not have relapsed....