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rumaging thru my old notebooks:
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I've been used like a question
fortified and pulled like a weapon
lied to
but not directly tied to
the round about way
she behaves
when she avoids the lie whitened
goodbyes blightened
by frightening sights
in her demeanor
neglected and rejected projections leave her
fake baked appearing
performed and formed
about a hollow solid existance
so I pull more resistance
in my temptation to judge this in meanness
I can say I don't mean this
but I do
I won't lie in bliss ignorance
beside you.
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