Shit has been a lot TOUGHER up here... but it MAKES SENSE.. I can survive anything. That one horse town made zero sense and was a mental torture nightmare. I am shocked and amazed that I didn't drink myself to death there or m**der one of those hysterically negative cock blocking motherfucking cock sucking pussy eating prankster ass bitches.
Shit ain't easy at all up here, but I have a CHANCE. And that is all I ever asked for.
Things MAKING SENSE makes the difference. A few days ago my only car started fucking up. Without that piece of shit I am FUCKING FUCKED. But I realized, hey, if your piece of shit car breaks down it's because you didn't make any sales and you're poor.
That makes sense. I can deal with that if I have to walk down the road. Even if I have to stay with some lady friend for a week or two. (I abhore the idea of living with one of my lady friends)
The point is, I wasn't running from me. I love myself. And I can survive anything if it's not Hutchinson fucking Kansas.
I can drive by a liquor store and not have my cock start drooling at the thought of buying a bottle. I literally use to get horny for ALCOHOL!! I chose drinking over seeing women, when I was there!!
NOW I am having at least one blowjob a day, spanking some beautiful foxy female ass, fucking better and my health is coming back (mentally and physically - I'm coming back!)
Don't ever discount the idea of a change of scenery. No, you can't run from you BUT you CAN take yourself out of a BAD ENVIRONMENT and it WILL HELP!!!
I'm broke and afraid of what will happen because of not having enough, but I am okay, now. Inner peace means everything. I know that I can make it, now.
Shit ain't easy at all up here, but I have a CHANCE. And that is all I ever asked for.
Things MAKING SENSE makes the difference. A few days ago my only car started fucking up. Without that piece of shit I am FUCKING FUCKED. But I realized, hey, if your piece of shit car breaks down it's because you didn't make any sales and you're poor.
That makes sense. I can deal with that if I have to walk down the road. Even if I have to stay with some lady friend for a week or two. (I abhore the idea of living with one of my lady friends)
The point is, I wasn't running from me. I love myself. And I can survive anything if it's not Hutchinson fucking Kansas.
I can drive by a liquor store and not have my cock start drooling at the thought of buying a bottle. I literally use to get horny for ALCOHOL!! I chose drinking over seeing women, when I was there!!
NOW I am having at least one blowjob a day, spanking some beautiful foxy female ass, fucking better and my health is coming back (mentally and physically - I'm coming back!)
Don't ever discount the idea of a change of scenery. No, you can't run from you BUT you CAN take yourself out of a BAD ENVIRONMENT and it WILL HELP!!!
I'm broke and afraid of what will happen because of not having enough, but I am okay, now. Inner peace means everything. I know that I can make it, now.
might help as well.
The one I am using now is an older AMD X2 64 but it works alright and I saved one of the 22" HD monitors 
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