fiddling with the keyword i've been page 1 on for the longest:
- my top result is on page 13, but it's the /page/2/ of my blog

- my homepage result doesn't show up until about page 46

- while checking G (just thru browser), homepage came up as #3. refreshed and it was gone
not even sure if i should be tearing my sites apart now or just continue business as usual and wait for the dust to settle