Is there such thing as true friendship?
I have always thought I have some true friends. But now I don't feel like this anymore. I mean I know them many years now and I have always though I can count on them anytime I need them. But with time they have changed. One of them for an example doesn't have time to meet me when I'm in our country. I were fucking 3 weeks in my homeland and he had no time to meet me. He said he was already turn up for some private parties and he didn't find an hour to meet me... Another one of my so called friends can't do for me even the smallest favor like giving me a lift to somewhere even I if I would give him money back for the fuel... Not so long ago I spend whole 7 days for him to make him a website don't asking for anything in the return... I did it for free and even bought some stock images for it that he picked up spending my own money. Before that I also went to bat for him to get him a good job (he was one whole year in this job doing basically nothing - surfing the web, occasionally once or twice a day advising customers (like 15-30 minutes of work) the rest of 8 hours he was spending like he wished) Now it's almost impossible to get any job in Poland due the crisis so I think that he made a huge mistake dropping it. He wanted to earn more money so now his unemployed and his parents have to support him. He said he owns me something and I got tons of free beer whenever we met.... but now he doesn't even have time for me as well and he doesn't have money for beer cuz there are more important things to spend for now he says.... wtf....... I did a lot for my friends anytime they were asking me for a favor I've been dropping everything else and helping them... now they don't have an hour for me.... even a completely strange to me people I've met on my life pathway helped me much more than my so called "best friends"...
I feel betrayed. I feel like canceling their phones numbers and not talking to them anymore.
What do you think about it?
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