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Originally Posted by Trixxxia
That's beautiful, Fletch! Kids have a way of confirming we've won the jackpot!
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I think anyone who has seen my posts know I love to be brutally honest, so...
I was very scared at first, we put off having a child for as long as possible, we are both in mid thirties-ish now so we went for it, and its been the best time of my life.
I had seen people posting good things about being a parent and I always said "blah, kid will only get in way of partying everyday."
Now, those urges are nowhere to be found, and those fears I felt were all in my head.
I cried when i first looked into my daughters eyes and for the first couple days teared up if I stared into her eyes for too long, it moved me, I finally had made something beautiful in this world, it made me want to be a better me, a stronger me, a healthier me.
I cant describe it other than just being honest, I dont go to AA, so I always feel good just posting this stuff to get it off my chest, it feels great.