you want people to dislike you.. it seems that you do this so you can let others push you away, create some distance between you and this place, the business, the life, your ex and common friends and to push yourself closer to religion and allow you to keep telling yourself "yep, i did the right thing... they are nothing but a bunch of assholes and doing something morally wrong".
you are trying to manage your enormous issues by baiting people into attacking you so you can continue in your effort to put everyone in the "bad" category, so you can feel better about yourself, your life and the choices you have made.
I've been thinking about this quote since reading it. You may be on to something here.
I've been thinking about this quote since reading it. You may be on to something here.
Good analysis.
i firmly believe that we are all driven by and shaped as people by our negative traits. we can always rationalize out behavior and convince ourselves thats not true but the brutal truth is that we are all the absolute best liar we know. we lie to ourselves about everything so that we can maintain our own internal balance, positive sense of self, self image and rationalize our behaviors.
i believe that the trick to becoming a more rounded, balanced and content person in life is to understand how to detect your own lies and directly confront them head on and to begin deal with them in a open, honest and real way... this simply cannot happen if you continually find yourself looking outward for "answers"... or finding others to blame for everything that you feel is hurting you. you are in charge of you. your life is the end result of who and what you are and the decisions you make.
religion is fine. but religion itself will not make one a happier, healthier and more well adjusted person. its a pacifier. its a powerful sedative in the form of convienent answers designed with one purpose and honed over several millinea to comfort the individual. it seems that religion in a case like yours, is just simply an easy out that tells you "if i just to xzy... everything will go away", to limit the damage to your over inflated ego which seems to have trouble with the lack of control you feel in your life... and you are in a desperate emotional state where you are all too willing to listen to that message.
you are god. true happiness in life can be found only within yourself. its a gift that only you can give yourself. its not something that someone else or something else can give you or do to you. it can't be found in a book or a church. proof of this is your behavior and actions.... both of which, you realize are very wrong and contradictory to what you claim to believe.
Donny, this is an adult webmaster board. Not a wacko religion board. You dont want to be a part of the adult industry so fucking leave. Go away. Dont post here you fucking nutjob.
i firmly believe that we are all driven by and shaped as people by our negative traits. we can always rationalize out behavior and convince ourselves thats not true but the brutal truth is that we are all the absolute best liar we know. we lie to ourselves about everything so that we can maintain our own internal balance, positive sense of self, self image and rationalize our behaviors.
i believe that the trick to becoming a more rounded, balanced and content person in life is to understand how to detect your own lies and directly confront them head on and to begin deal with them in a open, honest and real way... this simply cannot happen if you continually find yourself looking outward for "answers"... or finding others to blame for everything that you feel is hurting you. you are in charge of you. your life is the end result of who and what you are and the decisions you make.
religion is fine. but religion itself will not make one a happier, healthier and more well adjusted person. its a pacifier. its a powerful sedative in the form of convienent answers designed with one purpose and honed over several millinea to comfort the individual. it seems that religion in a case like yours, is just simply an easy out that tells you "if i just to xzy... everything will go away", to limit the damage to your over inflated ego which seems to have trouble with the lack of control you feel in your life... and you are in a desperate emotional state where you are all too willing to listen to that message.
you are god. true happiness in life can be found only within yourself. its a gift that only you can give yourself. its not something that someone else or something else can give you or do to you. it can't be found in a book or a church. proof of this is your behavior and actions.... both of which, you realize are very wrong and contradictory to what you claim to believe.
Cliff notes version: The secret is that there is no secret.
Donny, the real deal is this: If you can't face your issues yourself, go to a professional (not one with a bible, but one with a diploma) that can help you talk through your issues.
You aren't doing yourself any good hanging around evil people like us.
Donny anough already please. Just get your sorry ass out of this board. I tried to take a patient attitude towards you but enough is enough. IMHO your an attention whore, nothing else.
I mean common, get serious here. You have been going on with this shit for the past couple of days and just don't know where to stop. You should have stopped this a trillion posts ago brother. It's pathetic, your pathetic. You made a serious situation into a hoax.
Shut up about it and move on. Go visit Saddam or something.
Anyone that would immediately run to GFY and post about the ending of his 6 year relationship has some major attention whore issues.
If you're out of the industry and are now a man of faith...why post here? Anyone that's a friend of yours that you want to keep contact with, you should have on your ICQ list.
The only logical reason I can see for you still being on here is for bullshit attention threads.
I don't want to sound cold, but what makes you think people on gfy care about your personal life? The only reason they care, is because the whole drama you created is good for a few laughs...
Take some time off, discuss your issues with a professional or a friend, you won't find any help here, everyone is just laughing at you...
I don't mean in a bad way, just wanted to offer some helpful advice...
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