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Originally Posted by SleazyDream
i lost over a million dollars - it's inconceivable to many people thus that's why they asked.
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How did you manage to blow THAT kind of money? Of course, 1 million in Canadian is worth a lot less than 1 million American with the taxes you guys pay up there.
I can relate to your situation though. I have gone through a lot of crap in the last few years, loss of job, eviction: massive debt, and by-pass surgery AFTER my Cobra expired. I was even homeless for a brief period over the holidays last year, living in my car with a raging case of pneumonia. I lost all my adult domains and had to start from scratch again, and it is nowhere nearly as easy as it was back in 1999 when I started. I owe hundreds of thousands and will probably need to file for bankruptcy myself soon. That's one of the reasons I come off sounding like an angry son of a bitch sometimes. I made tons of foolish choices when I had lots of money. Only a few years ago I was making over 100k from adult sites and combined with my job I was doing very well, but I spent too much $$ on strippers and fun times and ignored my health. But I have never seriously thought of killing myself. Sure, it crosses my mind every so often when things are shitty as Hell, but I have never had any serious thoughts. Although it might be hard to believe from my posts, I'm actually a pretty positive and likable guy. I wonder if your recent chest pains were brought on by stress. Best of luck to you.