And so, at 7:11pm PST, she pulled out of the driveway...
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does anyone have actual pictures of Belinda? if she's ugly i'll be pissed i have seen so many gay threads about this.
Donny: solution is to get a mail order bride. i can find you one if you want, my finder's fee is $10K but she'll be awesome. Czech Rep, Russia, Phillipines, India, Costa Rica, or Panama, take your pick.OMGzorz!!11111eleven11111111111oneoneoeneoneoneeeo en :upidedowComment
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recap the last few hours:
Originally posted by DonnyAnd so, at 7:11pm PST, she pulled out of the driveway... .Originally posted by Donny7:12 PST, I post update on GFY.
Originally posted by Donny7:28 PST, I poured out all the vodka. There's some wine in there, but probably not enough to get smashed. Fortunately.Originally posted by Donny7:32 PST, I post update on GFY.Originally posted by Donny7:48 PST, I realized I shouldn't have poured out all of the vodka and I go to the liquor store .Originally posted by Donny7:57 PST, I down a 5th of vodka in the parking lot and cry.Originally posted by Donny8:19 PST, I decide to skip the movie and drive 3 hours to her best friend Crystal's house where Belinda is staying.Originally posted by Donny9:25 PST, I stop at starbucks on the way to use wireless internet to give update on GFY.Originally posted by Donny11:15 PST, I get to Crystal's house.Originally posted by Donny11:28 PST, Police arrive at Crystal's house and ask me to leave.Originally posted by Donny2:18 PST, I get back in town and find a 24 blockbuster and rent Steel Magnolias.Originally posted by Donny2:36 PST, I get back home drink the rest of the vodka and decide to post on GFY for a couple hours instead of watching the movie.Originally posted by Donny4:47 PST, I pass out on my keyboard.ICQ: 86364801 Email: will [at] innovativeassets [dot] com
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I retract my earlier post. Donny you are beyond pathetic, as I have said in some of your previous threads. Leave GFY and get a fucking life you sad piece of work.Last edited by fuzebox; 12-29-2006, 09:19 PM.Comment
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Ya know Donny I feel your pain, really I do.
It aint no fun going through what you are going through and Im sorry for you in that respect.
Well at least I start to feel sorry for you.........................and then it hits me that you fucking SPAMMED me and everyone on your ICQ list with this thread. Are you fucking kidding me??????? WTF???????
I end up feeling sorry for you not because of the very real pain and heart ache you are going through.............but instead I pitty you for your seeming inablity to NOT live your life splashed all over the pages of GFY. An adult industry message board that is all but useless (for business) to those of us who are actually IN the adult industry, and yet you just can't get away from it.
You are a decent person Donny and my hope for you is that 2007 brings you happiness, joy, and the peace that seems to ellude you.

Well written Niko, this really is the point of no return, imo.Comment
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Pray.
Where is all that Jesus Christ stuff now, when you need it most? Seriously, this should be a lesson for you... and you probably drove her away with all that Christ bullshit.Comment
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I dont know anyone involved here. I will say I kind of lost it when a BITCH I was with for 7 years cheated on me behind my back. She said marry me or else. I walked away. It was hard, really hard. I lost my mind kinda like you, Donny. I moved out and fucked like 25 girls in the next 6 months. (mostly bar and coke whores but it worked) I would advise the same, Donny, it might help you instead of tryin to vent here. Everytime you post, you get abused, that cant be good for you right now. Help your ego and go fuck some girls. hell, get escorts if you cant pick em up in the clubs. Just dont post here, it cant be helping your ego at all.
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Niko,Ya know Donny I feel your pain, really I do.
It aint no fun going through what you are going through and Im sorry for you in that respect.
Well at least I start to feel sorry for you.........................and then it hits me that you fucking SPAMMED me and everyone on your ICQ list with this thread. Are you fucking kidding me??????? WTF???????
I end up feeling sorry for you not because of the very real pain and heart ache you are going through.............but instead I pitty you for your seeming inablity to NOT live your life splashed all over the pages of GFY. An adult industry message board that is all but useless (for business) to those of us who are actually IN the adult industry, and yet you just can't get away from it.
You are a decent person Donny and my hope for you is that 2007 brings you happiness, joy, and the peace that seems to ellude you.

I sent the thread to a handful of people on my ICQ list with whom I've held discussions on ICQ over the years. I did not send it to a large group.
You were one of the people I ICQd. I didn't go on GFY and start talking about how you asked advice on your recent legal problems with your ex. I am annoyed that you'd think it a good idea to slam me for ICQing you a link.Comment
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people are slamming you for being bizarre, psycho, attention whore... the fact that you would create this thread and then make ICQ announcements on top of that is not something jesus would do.. its something charles manson would do.Comment
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It's panning out just fine. There are just a few tough parts to get through.
I have a new business that has been much more successful much more quickly than I had imagined. I no longer have to deal with conflicted feelings about getting new girls into the business. Although there is some sadness along the way, I have an inner peace.Comment
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Ah so you only worked with new girls. You never shot girls who were in porn before they met youIt's panning out just fine. There are just a few tough parts to get through.
I have a new business that has been much more successful much more quickly than I had imagined. I no longer have to deal with conflicted feelings about getting new girls into the business. Although there is some sadness along the way, I have an inner peace.
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NOTE TO GFY USERS: DO NOT TELL DONNY ANYTHING PERSONAL. You piss him off he will start posting anything and everything personal he knows about you.Niko,
I sent the thread to a handful of people on my ICQ list with whom I've held discussions on ICQ over the years. I did not send it to a large group.
You were one of the people I ICQd. I didn't go on GFY and start talking about how you asked advice on your recent legal problems with your ex. I am annoyed that you'd think it a good idea to slam me for ICQing you a link.
Donny, Niko, made a comment about you ICQ'ing people letting them know about this thread. SO you reply back by telling GFY that Niko had legal problems with his ex.
Way to be all christian like. You set a good example for the rest of us
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You must not read Niko threads much. He's spoken very vaguely of his problems here as well. I didn't go into specifics, now did I?NOTE TO GFY USERS: DO NOT TELL DONNY ANYTHING PERSONAL. You piss him off he will start posting anything and everything personal he knows about you.
Donny, Niko, made a comment about you ICQ'ing people letting them know about this thread. SO you reply back by telling GFY that Niko had legal problems with his ex.
Way to be all christian like. You set a good example for the rest of us
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Perhaps because we don't live in porn valley where people come to shoot porn? Perhaps because we live 500 miles north of there, where girls don't have an opportunity to pose unless they meet us?
Perhaps you should read a little more, as all of this has been discussed before.Comment
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Since you apparently delight in sharing sordid details of your pathetic life...
Did you masturbate while watching Spannow fuck Belinda, did you join in, or did you photograph it - or all of the above?
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Sorry i don't have time to read all your threads. I think i missed the one where you gave us an update when you went to the bathroom today. I heard it was a 3 wipe deal, congrats.Perhaps because we don't live in porn valley where people come to shoot porn? Perhaps because we live 500 miles north of there, where girls don't have an opportunity to pose unless they meet us?
Perhaps you should read a little more, as all of this has been discussed before.ICQ: 86364801 Email: will [at] innovativeassets [dot] com
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Yep.
The people who claim to be open minded and non-judgmental turn out to be otherwise, don't they? Let's kick someone while they're down. Let's prove we're the human scum many accuse us of being. Let's all jump on the bandwagon and tear someone apart because we no longer agree with the personal beliefs of that person. Let's show we're susceptible to mob mentality just like any other group of people. Forget open mindedness and tolerance.
I guess I shouldn't be surprised.Comment
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Hey there killer, where you goin'?
I see you got a gun and your anger is showing
What you about to do? Gonna kill her man?
I know that you are, but you don't really understand
You wanna be scary, wanna freak her out
Knock on her door, and put the gun in your own mouth
Let her try to stop you, it doesn't work
Turn so she can see you, and make the back of your head squirt!
Before you go and commit, a homicide!
Do us all a favor, you should try suicide!
If your gonna commit, a homicide
Spare us all the drama, you should try suicide!
Hey there killer, where you been?
Plotting out the murder on the perfect ten
Wanna make scary on her, I assume
Break in her house and hang yourself in her bedroom
Hey there killer, your unstoppable
Out of control and yo, she's irresistible
Go to her job and drink some gasoline
Swallow a match, and show her just what she means to ya!
Before you go and commit, a homicide!
Do us all a favor, you should try suicide!
If your gonna commit, a homicide
Spare us all the drama, you should try suicide!
Suicide
Before you go and commit, a homicide! (killer)
Do us all a favor, you should try suicide! (come on and try it)
If your gonna commit, a homicide (try it)
Spare us all the drama, you should try suicide! (suicide)
Before you go and commit, a homicide! (killer)
Do us all a favor, you should try suicide! (come on and try it)
If your gonna commit, a homicide (try it)
Spare us all the drama, you should try suicide! (suicide)
Please don't commit, a homicide! (killer)
Do us all a favor, you should try suicide! (come on and try it)
If your gonna commit, a homicide (try it)
Spare us all the drama, you should try suicide!!!Comment
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you mean like making a very private issue public, destroying the relationship of another couple and hurting a child who will now grow up without his father as well as attacking the person you claim to "love"?Yep.
The people who claim to be open minded and non-judgmental turn out to be otherwise, don't they? Let's kick someone while they're down. Let's prove we're the human scum many accuse us of being. ........... Forget open mindedness and tolerance.
I guess I shouldn't be surprised.
why are you on gofuckyourself.com, a porn industry message board, making very private issues as public as possible, knowing it will invite extreme ridicule?Comment
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I wish you all the luck for 2007 Donny. Now you can move on.
One piece of advice:
We all have our own way to find peace in the hardest situations. Yours is clearly relegion. Try to find your peace there but don't crawl away, although you might not see it at this time, it still is a beatiful and moving world outthere. Yes, even without her. Look back at your 6 years with joy, remember your good times. People tend to always remember bad times although the good times lasted much longer, don't make the same misstake.
As for Belinda: don't worry, she'll be back, on her back, in no time.Comment
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you need it. you created it. you alerted others to it to call even more attention to it.
you want people to dislike you.. it seems that you do this so you can let others push you away, create some distance between you and this place, the business, the life, your ex and common friends and to push yourself closer to religion and allow you to keep telling yourself "yep, i did the right thing... they are nothing but a bunch of assholes and doing something morally wrong".
you are trying to manage your enormous isssues by baiting people into attacking you so you can continue in your effort to put everyone in the "bad" category, so you can feel better about yourself, your life and the choices you have made.Comment
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[QUOTE=Donny;11617027]And so, at 7:11pm PST, she pulled out of the driveway...QUOTE]
and at 7:12pm pst belinda called everyone she knows to tell everyone she left.
although you have not noticed no one is rushing to your side to support you or to defend you. not one person.
you destroyed your relationship with belinda, you destroyed another family, you destroyed your business, and you left belinda holding the bag for everything.
is it possible that you left the industry only because belinda was ninety percent of your business and when she left you she took your clients with her? seems to be belinda did all of the work while you watched.
a few years from now you will wake up and discover how badly you fucked up, and also that god does not pay your bills. you might even try to return to the industry but no one will do business with you.
you are a true asshole donnie.ICQ 1496874
"I chased a girl for two years only to discover that her tastes were exactly like mine: We were both crazy about girls." -Groucho MarxComment
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A few tough parts like evolution, genetics, priests fucking little kids, religion having been the cause of more deaths on earth than any disease or natural disaster, christian extremists (I mean the religious right) muslim extremists, jehova's witnesses, mormons, church funded health care, people who live like cavemen and fear technology because they believe it's the path to "hell", resurrection, praying, public figures who pretend to lead a "christian life" (Whatever the fuck that means) and denounce faggotry in public yet behind closed doors are busy fucking little kids or jerking off to emails from 16 year old boys, holy shit this list could go on for-fucking-ever.
Bottom line? There is no such thing as god, no heaven, no hell, etc, etc, etc. You can live the rest of your life denying this, while you attempt to lead a "christian life" (Again, whatever the fuck that means) fear a made up god (Which exists to do nothing more than scare you into doing what your particular cult of choice wants you to do) and listen to people say how a "christian life" (Whatever the fuck that means) is the only way to live, and without the fear of god how could society ever function, blah blah blah....
OR you can yank your head out of your ass and realize that there is absolutely _NO_ place in a civilized world for religion. Religion doesn't bring peace and harmony, it brings pain and destruction. Take a look at some world history and current events if you need any further proof of this. You take religion out of the equation and I guarantee the world would be a better place.
Oh, I think I know what a christian life is now, it's where you PRETEND to be a good jesus loving, god fearing christian, but behind closed doors you are a drunk-ass wife-cheating kid-fucking donkey-stealing lords-name-in-vain-taking piece of shit. Until you are on your deathbead of course, then you repent your sins, jesus forgives you and off to heaven you go!Comment
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Donny's latest Rambling on his attention seeking blog...
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Meltdown: Crash and Burn
Last Friday night:
I'm leaving my best friend John's house. In just a few hours it will be my birthday. John has given me good advice about the situation at hand.
"Why did she pick this day of all days, John?"
"Go home and forget about it. Just go to sleep or something. Forget it. What good will it do you to keep thinking about it?"
But my feelings are hurt. I feel betrayed. I feel unimportant. I feel rage, but the rage is now being fueled by vodka and orange juice as I sit alone in my house. The stop at Raley's Supermarket to purchase this beverage, a beverage that was intended to put me to sleep, turns out not to be such a good idea.
I drink into the wee hours of Saturday morning.
I crash and burn.
I melt down.
In public.
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The meltdown was witnessed in one of the last places where it should have happened: an adult webmaster forum where pornographers from all over the world converse with each other online. Thousands of them, all of whom knew Donny had become a Christian.
Except, now they're seeing Donny act very unlike a follower of Christ. Donny is getting into arguments with some. Tearing down others.
Tearing down Belinda.
In public.
Complete failure.
In public.
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Belinda and I played a sex game for 10 months that ended in February of this year, 7 months before I surrendered my life to God. Perhaps someday I'll share with everyone what I learned about stupidity, pride, ego and relationships from that experience. But let's suffice it to say that even now, despite spending months and months trying to deal with the wages of our sin, it still is allowed to influence the lives of all involved.
That game had a lot to do with this meltdown.
I'm still influenced by past sins that ended months ago.
I try to make myself feel better by pointing out that others played a big part in all of this.
"Yes, I did ___, but they did ___!"
That logic doesn't stop my stomach from churning. Even today, almost a full week later, my stomach is still a mess. It grumbles loud enough for people to hear it 20 feet away. I am that disgusted by my actions.
Thousands of eyeballs in the adult entertainment industry are watching me. Many doubt my "conversion" is genuine. This sure didn't help alleviate that doubt.Comment
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Man! There's always a friend named Crystal! I don't know you Bro' but, every week gets better. Next thing you know you'll be getting laid again, and hours will go by that you don't even think about. When those hours turn into days....you have arrived back to the land of the "Constant Search for the perfect Threesome".Comment
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Sounds like you pissed off a lot of people, maybe after some time has passed, you will get a better perspective of what went down, and where it got fucked up and who you pissed off.
Most people will accept a true appology. Some won't and you just have to deal with that. Give it some time. A real man faces his mistakes, and is proud to own up to them.Comment
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Just move on Donny, let her live her fake lifestyle for a while and party with mingle rats, fuck somebody else or whatever she think she wants..... i had the same situation happening to me. My ex didn't know when to stop partying and probably cheated on me a few times... so we broke up, first thing she did was take her girl friend and visit two guys, get drunk and fuck one of them. That was one week after we broke up and she told me, she was totally lost when i visited her then, haden't slept for two days (what a fucking moron?)..... guess she didn't care much about me lol... but anyways, we are still friends now and have been ever since!! (but it was hard as fuck to be friends from the begining)
It's not the End of The World. Move on, you will care less in a few months or a year from now.Comment




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