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I am trying to take myself off after four years of treatment. After my most recent surgery, I want to see if I can go without them.

God damn is this physical withdrawal a bitch. Makes me want to smoke a bowl, but that would be counterproductive since I want to be pure. Well, maybe if weed wasn't laced with God knows what these days ... I don't feel like smoking the PCP laced weed.

Fuck this shit. Fuck my legs. I want to run a marathon.

Actually, I switched to Tramadol and haven't had opiates in many days, but now I am tapering myself off the Tramadol too and my body hates me for it.

Interesting factoid ... John Hopkins, of the infamous Johns Hopkins Hospital, consumed a ton of opiates each day.

No, you cannot have my leftover pills. I've already promised them to the toilet, which is where they belong.