Do you ever take a step back and look at your life?

So many mistakes in that.. and 3 minutes went by while I was altering... here is the final version:


I did this today, someone close to me really upset me... so I fucked them off.. took a few moments to gather my thoughts, and then said to myself 'look at your life'

I thought long and hard about this.. I am one lucky fucker.. I had a shit childhood, I ost my mother when I was young, but I still have family who love and support me. A lot of people don't have that. I am lucky.

I bought 'the big issue' of a homeless guy this morning, he looked like he may be eastern.. and two women behind me were saying 'imagine giving money to someone like that'.. I am white and very pale.. I am lucky, I never suffer discrimation.

Walking home I walked through a farmers market, I heard a guy tell a little old lady he couldn't sell her just two tomoatoes... then heard him sell two to a young blonde girl.

A lot of people say the adult webmaster community is full of frauds etc... it is.. but I have been extremely lucky so far.. To the content providers, and the designers thank you all so very much.. I am proud to work with people like you.

After my big step back and a deep breath.. the conclusion:: Help others more, and don't be such a selfish fuck. I am by no means rich, but I am willing to share what little knowlege I have with anyone who wants to ask.

I have always gone out of my way for people when it is a mutual thing, now I want to help out some newbies too... and maybe in the long run that will pay off for me too..

Bottom line... I am one lucky cunt, I am not rich, but everyone I know is a good person, and I love them all... Having money is nice, but having friends much nicer.

Those of you have have bothered to read all this, thanks for your time... to be honest, it could have been better spent... But I really wanted to say it.

To my friends - thank you, from the bottom of my heart!

To my foes.. I have none that I know of. If I do, hit me up and I will do my best to resolve any issues.

Where do you live?

sometimes i do, makes me want to work really hard but it always seems to wear off

i couldn't agree with you more. it takes alot to think to where you currently think.

i like many spend most of our days chasing other peoples dreams ..... its vital to understand the YOU, and be happy what you have. its something we all come to at some stage.

Lake District, England.

I thank god I'm not homeless or sick and live comfortably.I'm not rich by any means ,but I'm happy

If you are happy, that's all that matters.

I look at my life frequently.It still far from what i want.

Such true words.. Based on what I said in this thread, I called my my gran... I think she was about to cry because I took the time out for her..

LOOK AFTER YOUR LOVED ONES.. it's too easy to take people for granted, and I have been guilty of that in the past .

If we did not want to advance, we would not be human.

Good post. We should definately hep others more (only if their not taking advatage of you, though). If you a lot have money, and even if you worked your ass off to earn it, you dont have the right to keep ALL of it and not give to the less fortunate. Jus my 2 cents.