You sound like my younger, smarter brother. Thinking the world is coming to an end because your life (and possibly others around you) is miserable and trying to get rid of your pain with a bunch of xany bars and other pills. If you haven't noticed, you aren't nearly alone in this type of situation right now. In fact you are much better off than 95% of the world. Sometimes when you feel the shittiest doing the smallest things (like helping out with whatever you can around the house... or WHATEVER) can make you feel amazing, all it takes is that first step to start doing it. Thinking about doing something and then NOT doing anything will only make you feel worse.
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