Originally Posted by Yngwie

my main problem at this point is... actually there are a few

The main one being I lack ambition badly now. The other one would be a huge lack of motivation. Another would be the fact that I want to learn more, but if I plan to learn something that's all it is.. a plan. I need something to motivate me and give me back the ambition that I had years ago.

The whole learning thing I think would work if there was someone that had offered to teach me things. That way I can listen, let everything sink in, try the new thing(s) etc.., but that has never happen. At least no recently. For the exception of a few small tips there has been no real learning on my part and I guess that is also a cause of my lack of motivation/ambition. I'm willing to learn new things and try new things, but I just have to get my motivation back which I'm working on.