Originally Posted by pussyserver

Micheal Jackson suffers from some form of deep insecurity bought on by symptoms of self hatred issues that he experienced early in childhood.

Like most child stars, Michael Jackson was not only pushed too hard to achieve Olympic level results? he was also mentally abused in the process. His juvenile brain was programmed early on to believe that his outer image was all he consisted of and this forced him to strive for improvement in the only area he believed to matter in life. ( his looks)

Back then? when he was a child? the caucasian female was presented as the perfect image of beauty and the end all be all as to what constitutes attractiveness

Most of his life?s issues are a direct result of him attempting to emulate this perceived beauty in hopes of receiving the same level of affection and appreciation