I knew I shouldnt have got up today.

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  • Damian_Maxcash
    So Fucking Banned
    • Oct 2002
    • 12745

    #1

    I knew I shouldnt have got up today.

    Its the 666 and my name is (was) Damian. I should have listened to my intuition.

    My Dr called me at home and said I should come str8 in. The results of a liver ultrasound I had have come back - and basicly I am fucked. The years of abusing myself have taken thier toll. Although the liver can repair itself, they think mine has gone beyond that - I see a specialist next week and they will do some more tests to confirm it.

    My GP is already talking about the possibily of a transplant - but I think I will refuse - I couldnt go through that - and I dont think its fair - I bought it on myself.

    I have just opened a bottle of wine - one more cant hurt - and I have never needed a drink more in my life.

    Beware all you youngsters on here - It could happen to you.
  • nico-t
    emperor of my world
    • Aug 2004
    • 29901

    #2
    holy shit.... that sucks

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    • MandyBlake
      The one and only!
      • Nov 2002
      • 17761

      #3
      oh man i'm so sorry to hear that.
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      • Spunky
        I need a beer
        • Jun 2002
        • 133978

        #4
        Damn..that fucking sucks man..I would get the transplant if you can

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        • minusonebit
          So Fucking Banned
          • Feb 2006
          • 7391

          #5
          And yet you are still drinking? Doc is giving you the news on the phone and the first thing you do is crack open a bottle of wine when you hang up?

          You're right about one thing, you brought it on yourself. Personally, I think people like you should be barred from organ transplants period. Save them for people who deserve them.

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          • Damian_Maxcash
            So Fucking Banned
            • Oct 2002
            • 12745

            #6
            Originally posted by Spunky
            Damn..that fucking sucks man..I would get the transplant if you can
            There is still a chance it wont come to that - but I dont think it would have even been mentioned if she didnt think it was at least a 'strong possibility'.

            Its so fucking weird - I had all sorts of plans - improve my Spanish, move to Costa Rica, set up my own small prog - now what the fuck do I do?

            and no, I dont expect anyone to answer that

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            • Damian_Maxcash
              So Fucking Banned
              • Oct 2002
              • 12745

              #7
              Originally posted by minusonebit
              And yet you are still drinking? Doc is giving you the news on the phone and the first thing you do is crack open a bottle of wine when you hang up?

              You're right about one thing, you brought it on yourself. Personally, I think people like you should be barred from organ transplants period. Save them for people who deserve them.
              I agree - thats why I think I will refuse it.

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              • madawgz
                8.8.8.8
                • Mar 2006
                • 30509

                #8
                fuck man that sucks, i suggest you cut down on the drinking...........:\

                just an idea..
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                • StuartD
                  Sofa King Band
                  • Jul 2002
                  • 29903

                  #9
                  and people wonder why I don't drink.

                  That sucks man. Best of luck on the outcome on this. Hopefully it's not yet too late.
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                  • Damian_Maxcash
                    So Fucking Banned
                    • Oct 2002
                    • 12745

                    #10
                    Originally posted by madawgz
                    fuck man that sucks, i suggest you cut down on the drinking...........:\

                    just an idea..
                    Yeah - its just got to sink in - I have been drinking for 20+ years - another few hours isnt going to make a massive difference.

                    I use drink to cope when I am stressed - always have - its ironic that it will be the thing that will stress me the most in the end.

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                    • CaptainHowdy
                      Too lazy to set a custom title
                      • Dec 2004
                      • 94125

                      #11
                      I'm really sorry to hear so, stranger ... i don't drink oftenly because of that.

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                      • reynold
                        Too lazy to set a custom title
                        • Oct 2002
                        • 51271

                        #12
                        Damn. Eventhough 666 doesn't have something to do with that, I think that's still serious, man. Cut down your smoking and alcohol intake.

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                        • LiveDose
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                          • Feb 2002
                          • 25792

                          #13
                          Sorry to hear that man. Put the wine down and see about that transplant if necessary. Everyone deserves a second chance if it is available.

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                          • Damian_Maxcash
                            So Fucking Banned
                            • Oct 2002
                            • 12745

                            #14
                            Originally posted by LiveDose
                            Sorry to hear that man. Put the wine down and see about that transplant if necessary. Everyone deserves a second chance if it is available.
                            I dont think I want it to be honest.

                            My GP has a sense of humor - thank god - and as she put it - "You have been commiting suicide, very slowly, for the last 20 years - its time to decide what you really want"

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                            • Vitasoy
                              GFY HALL OF FAME DAMMIT!!!
                              • Oct 2003
                              • 58202

                              #15
                              Damn so sorry to hear that


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                              • nico-t
                                emperor of my world
                                • Aug 2004
                                • 29901

                                #16
                                Originally posted by StuartD
                                and people wonder why I don't drink.
                                That remark really doesnt make any sense. He obviously drinks too much. If you see a fat guy getting a heart attack you're gonna stop eating too?

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                                • Jon Clark - BANNED FOR LIFE
                                  North Coast Pimp
                                  • Dec 2005
                                  • 9395

                                  #17
                                  He is just drunk and fucking with you guys, lol, it is nice to see gfy has a heart though!

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                                  • gooddomains
                                    Too lazy to set a custom title
                                    • Jul 2003
                                    • 10127

                                    #18
                                    Man, how old are you? I had a lot of alcohol in the past 20 years, but did not manage it to that point where my liver would give up.

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                                    • Damian_Maxcash
                                      So Fucking Banned
                                      • Oct 2002
                                      • 12745

                                      #19
                                      Originally posted by NetDomainia
                                      He is just drunk and fucking with you guys, lol, it is nice to see gfy has a heart though!
                                      GFY does actually - when the shit hits the fan GFY always sorts out the wheat from the chaff.

                                      but thats it - back to the usual bitching and whoring please - I might start to think that you cared and that wouldnt do at all!

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