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Seriously, now, quiet, I do hope you realize that I'm just fucking around.
To be completely honest with you, I thoroughly am O.K. with you and labret. The only problem I had, and where all this started from was from you two slamming on newbies.
Sometimes I feel a little bit of martyrdom flowing through my veins and feel I have to stand up for the little guys. This consequently gets me in a bit of trouble and I often find that the little guys never seem to help out.
However; after some reflection on my part over the weekend, it kind of makes sense. I mean, in anything that I've been seasoned in before, it seems to take a lot coming from someone on the outside before I show an ounce of respect for that person. Additionally, I'm sure it weeds out those that will spend countless hours asking stupid questions and just plain getting in the way.
As for me, yes, I'm a newbie. I'm not afraid to admit it, never will be. In fact, after my 5th year doing this, I'll still be calling myself a newbie. I've done well in the brick and mortar world, and this is just another way for me to learn and grow and make that money.
Hopefully one day I can earn that respect from the two of you, and we can wash all of this bullshit away. We'll see.
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