Thread: Masturbation thread at jesus site
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Old 05-23-2008, 06:27 AM  
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Not too long ago, I almost fell into the sin of masturbation. I now feel like worthless garbage. I feel like God has forsaken me, and i'm hellbound again. I feel like there is no forgiveness for me this time. I try praying, but I feel like i'm not connecting with God. Instead I feel like he is radiating his anger towards me. He is pretty much all I have in this world. I'm only 17, and this life has nothing to offer me (for reasons I would like to keep to myself). To loose Him is to loose my purpose and will to live. For first time since I was saved, I feel the claws of depression tightening it's grip around me once more. I don't know where to turn, what to do, or what to believe anymore.

Anyone have any advice?
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