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Originally Posted by collegeburnout
Ok, Marijuana is not chemically addictive but the high itself could be, and I have finally realized that I am ADDICTED to marijuana. Its a fact, I obsess over it, i dream of it, and when i think of it my mouth gets all watery. Is this a disorder I have? Or am i a fanatic with a bad case of OCD? Or is marijuana really ADDICTIVE?? I am lost and all i can think about is getting High, then higher, then higher. Weed is amazing though, it opens my mind to diverse thoughts but also grips myself to nirvana, well being, pure happiness and peace & harmony. I love pot, will i ever get out of this addiction?
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MEEE TOOOOOO
The dreams can be a bit unnerving at times, its like, can I get a moment of silence, for this small chronic break.
Another bad habit? I quit cigarettes in Jan 07, and now everytime I get drunk, all I wanna do is smoke stogies. LIttle fuckers, controlling me! So, everytime I smoke one I have to go to bikrams yoga the next day.
I am also a chronic masturbator, (no pun intended), and have to put myself on time out from my vibrator. I will vibrate myself numb sometimes.....not so good.