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its been seven months since I met her and Im not doing good.......
I try I really do but I lost my job,she wont talk to me,all I do is drink,I fl like life is shit,and no matter what I do it always seems to bring me back to the pain of the relationship!
I fuck other girls and its like hate fuck or something!
I talked to her and she has a new BF he is addicted to heroin and just out of jail and then,
she flipped her SUV three weeks ago!
So I tried calling the other one and she wont talk to me either!I just dont know anymore Im a complete drunk loser and I cant hold a job how do I go on after all of this!
I thought about jumping but thats not my style.
the god damn economy sucks gas is going up and up and the president is an asshole!
anyone else out here feel this bad?
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