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Originally Posted by cherrylula
Try just bleeding a little instead, maybe lose a couple? 
And you can always turn to bulimia. No need to off yourself when you can just gag yourself! |
I'm 5'3 and 105 but I can't imagine being 140 and still being in the "okay" range. When my dad was sick and I was sitting in a hospital room for weeks at a time with people bringing truckloads of food and deserts, I gained about 8 pounds. At my height, I could tell a big difference. All my clothes were tight and I was miserable.
I know I don't eat right but in the last year I took pilates and then yoga and I could definitely see changes in my body for the better. I'm taking bjj classes now and my teacher makes us do 30 minutes of cardio stuff, push-ups, and this thing where you kind of push yourself across the floor. He also makes us do this special form of hell called "kettlebells". Holy shit, I hate that part.
But if it came to being fat or throwing up, I'd just have to be fat because I cannot handle the puking thing. Throwing up is one of my worst fears.