|
4 to 8 hours a day is nothing, I was working webcam about 10 to 16 hours a day and sleeping about 4 hours a day and I would sleep in front of the camera, I wouldn't really call it addiction it was more of a mode of survival.
and as for finding god he has he place in my being but I am not going to quit my lifestyle for it. every weekend my mom drags me to church like it's going to change me and each weekend I come out of church telling her to stop it. I am who I am and no god of higher power is going to change that.
I have my faith, I read my bible, but at the end of the day my heart wants to log on my webcam and please men from far far away.
posting in blogs about 30 minutes. taking pictures about 1 hour, actually cam time in private throughout my day 6 hours. shopping, going to the bank, studying just happens in the day of being a cam girl for me.
but as giving everything up for god never going to happen. look at that vivid porn star who found god and she still thanks-god everyday for a great piece of dick. Savanna Samson she claims she found god, but still on the screen of being a porn star.
|