Originally Posted by k0nr4d

Well, maybe I mis-worded. I still have a long way I can go business-wise, investment-wise, etc.

I'm just missing out on that waiting for an inevitable thing like I did when I was younger waiting to be able to drive for instance. I know one day I'll retire, but it's not something i'm looking foward to and waiting for.

Actually, that's a great way to word it.

I feel like I have nothing to look forward to in the near future. Before I met her, I had many short term goals like going out at a night club and trying to pick up girls.