I hear where your coming from man...I haven't had a drink in over a year haven't smoked in almost the same time. I can't remember the last time that I was at a club. It seemed that anytime we would go out I would see someone get stabbed or shot or at the very least be lying on the sidewalk bleeding and being attended to by paramedics.
It was just getting too much, I have only gone out a handful of times since and usually for someones b-day or some other special occasion. I would rather just stay in do a little work make some food maybe watch a movie.
I have outgrown that scene as it seems that you have as well Fletch, you just realized earlier than I did (I just turned 38). I look at it as kind of a learning experience and I wouldn't be who I am today if I had not gone through all that.
Anyways I wish you the best man, sobriety can be a high in it's self
