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You're not experiencing anything a lot of other people haven't. When I was your age there were several friends of mine and schoolmates that had died already.
One guy, Dennis, had only one lung. I went to school with this guy all through Jr high, and in our first year of high school his one remaining lung collapsed and just like that he was gone. One of the funniest fuckers I've ever known to this day.
Another girl from Jr high I hung around with and thought a lot of, and in my 2nd year of high school she was killed in a car accident.
My cousin's boyfriend died around that same time in a car wreck on the highway. Another friend of time also died in a car wreck on the highway 3 years after I graduated.
I could go on and on, but I'd rather not. Some painful memories, but you get the idea.
You're not alone, and your situation isn't different than what anyone else is going through or has gone through.
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