Originally Posted by Fletch XXX

Two years ago my grandmother passed away. I left home and did not ever see my family much in the 10 years I lived in Porn Valley, California. It really fucked me up and made me think about where I was in life more, where I was going, and what I needed to do.

Much has changed about me. I no longer eat meat, am way more healthy and take care of myself, I do not drink every day the way I used to, i try not to be negative about anything anymore.... i could go on and on.

I sold or gave away belongings and moved out of LA. Moved back to my hometown to spend much needed time with my family, got married before I left, buying a house now etc...

much has changed since the "Fletch living in apartment in the valley hanging with coked up porn sluts and rockers every day."

I am a much more positive person and make better decisions. When I was drunk every day I let myself run wild for a very long time. I partied every day and LA lifestyle put 20 years on my body.

im not even sure why im posting all this.... just take my word for it, I am not the same old Fletch. I think im a much better person now.

I read a book one time that said man will never be successful until he finds his purpose in life, without going into it, I now have that purpose, and actually want to live more than die these days if that makes any sense.

Is my life together? Much more than it was... i walked the edge for more than a decade with not caring about taxes, life, nothing... so yes, its on its way to being MUCh more together than it was.