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A month ago I was getting ready to kill myself... I moved out of my house, threw out most of my stuff, smashed up my furniture and put it in a rubbish skip, and started living out of the boot of my car. I'd even gone as far as ringing up a local gas supplier to get prices on a tank of carbon monoxide - I was planning on driving somewhere scenic and gassing myself in my car. It was a really dark place... Then I saw this movie called "The Secret" and it turned me around, and made me realise that my shitty life was no-one's fault except my own, and I had to take responsibility. Now I am back at work like a motherfucker and slowly but surely digging my way out of the hole.
No one around me really had any idea and they would have been totally shocked if I'd actually done myself. It just goes to show that you never know what's really going on in other people's lives...
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