ok, so i get on here and i post some shit about something happening to someone i know... and i get all this flack for it.
everyone says "dude, you suck, you're a wanna be gangster." and "the people you know are losers."
well, let me tell of you why i posted that shit... i get on this board all the time, and i see obvious bullshit post after post about "i got this, and i got that" and "ive done this, and ive done that".... and people seem to accept it. why, i have no idea... to me, it seems so many people on this board post crazy outlandish shit about what they did or what they are gonna do, and within days everyone has totally forgotten... but if someone posts some normal everyday bullshit, people say "so, who gives a fuck" or "big deal, who cares".
ok, fine... so posting crazy dramitic bullshit is fine, but normal everyday stuff sucks... one thing your never gonna see me do is post a car from a google pic on the board saying that i had just bought this lambo, or some dumb shit like that... so, what am i to do. i mean, everyone says this board is about views and becoming noticed... so since i aint the kinda guy who is gonna post lambos and hummers and act like they are mine... one thing you fuckers will never see me do, is act like im some big shot... imma noob and i accept my place as one...
but, something happened to a good friend of mine that i had known literally since his birth, and it was, and still is big news... so i posted that big news here for views... and i got em.
not once did i ever infer in my other post that i had anything to do with his operations... as far as i am concerned im too old & married to be playing around with that lifestyle... yeah, i knew the guy dealt alot, but i didnt know that he had had people contracted to be killed... i was totally shocked when i heard about it... i dont want to be a ganster, never have... but i had a story that was TRUE, and i wanted to post about it here... so i did, and you fuckers took notice... which is good... but i think that due to all the normal gfy bullshit, most people here are cynical to a point (myself included)...
furthermore, when someone is a friend to you literally since they were born, do you turn your back on them if you find out they took a wrong path and started dealing? especially since they have never done you wrong, and as far as you knew were the type of person to help other out when they could? i would certainly hope not...
i have many different friends. some do drugs, some never would... some are bikers, and others actually go to church... another guy i know that i am friends with was actually a missionary worker in brasil for a time... and i a devout christian...
you pick your friends based on who you like as people, and circumstance...
some people posted negative shit in the thread that i actually like (as far as you can like a monitor), and enjoy thier postings... quite a bit actually... and even though some people whos posts i enjoy does not mean that i will always agree with them on everything... for example, i like jimthefiend, i think he is funny in his posts, andi enjoy reading them. but if i disagree with him on the olsen twins, then i will post what i actually think about the subject...
tis better to be loved for whatcha are as opposed to whatcha aint...
when i am finally somebody in this biz, not everyone may like me (even though i would like for them to, because im a peaceful "cant we all just get along" type person)... but one thing they will all agree on is that im honest, loyal to people, and speak what i see as the truth.
i am not a keyboard warrior, im not good enough at it to win, as obviously seen in my other post... but, everyone here is trying to be noticed, and i just was... hopefully, it wont turn out to be in a way that quarentines me to the likes of kyle hoppes, or amputate your head or whoever, that seems to be hated by everyone.... flame on.
everyone says "dude, you suck, you're a wanna be gangster." and "the people you know are losers."
well, let me tell of you why i posted that shit... i get on this board all the time, and i see obvious bullshit post after post about "i got this, and i got that" and "ive done this, and ive done that".... and people seem to accept it. why, i have no idea... to me, it seems so many people on this board post crazy outlandish shit about what they did or what they are gonna do, and within days everyone has totally forgotten... but if someone posts some normal everyday bullshit, people say "so, who gives a fuck" or "big deal, who cares".
ok, fine... so posting crazy dramitic bullshit is fine, but normal everyday stuff sucks... one thing your never gonna see me do is post a car from a google pic on the board saying that i had just bought this lambo, or some dumb shit like that... so, what am i to do. i mean, everyone says this board is about views and becoming noticed... so since i aint the kinda guy who is gonna post lambos and hummers and act like they are mine... one thing you fuckers will never see me do, is act like im some big shot... imma noob and i accept my place as one...
but, something happened to a good friend of mine that i had known literally since his birth, and it was, and still is big news... so i posted that big news here for views... and i got em.
not once did i ever infer in my other post that i had anything to do with his operations... as far as i am concerned im too old & married to be playing around with that lifestyle... yeah, i knew the guy dealt alot, but i didnt know that he had had people contracted to be killed... i was totally shocked when i heard about it... i dont want to be a ganster, never have... but i had a story that was TRUE, and i wanted to post about it here... so i did, and you fuckers took notice... which is good... but i think that due to all the normal gfy bullshit, most people here are cynical to a point (myself included)...
furthermore, when someone is a friend to you literally since they were born, do you turn your back on them if you find out they took a wrong path and started dealing? especially since they have never done you wrong, and as far as you knew were the type of person to help other out when they could? i would certainly hope not...
i have many different friends. some do drugs, some never would... some are bikers, and others actually go to church... another guy i know that i am friends with was actually a missionary worker in brasil for a time... and i a devout christian...
you pick your friends based on who you like as people, and circumstance...
some people posted negative shit in the thread that i actually like (as far as you can like a monitor), and enjoy thier postings... quite a bit actually... and even though some people whos posts i enjoy does not mean that i will always agree with them on everything... for example, i like jimthefiend, i think he is funny in his posts, andi enjoy reading them. but if i disagree with him on the olsen twins, then i will post what i actually think about the subject...
tis better to be loved for whatcha are as opposed to whatcha aint...
when i am finally somebody in this biz, not everyone may like me (even though i would like for them to, because im a peaceful "cant we all just get along" type person)... but one thing they will all agree on is that im honest, loyal to people, and speak what i see as the truth.
i am not a keyboard warrior, im not good enough at it to win, as obviously seen in my other post... but, everyone here is trying to be noticed, and i just was... hopefully, it wont turn out to be in a way that quarentines me to the likes of kyle hoppes, or amputate your head or whoever, that seems to be hated by everyone.... flame on.
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