Originally Posted by bausch

I am the most non-christian peson ever, it has nothing to do with morals!!!!!

It has to do with insecurity and jealousy. If a person had a lot of partners I will feel like I have to "live up" to the others in their past and wonder if I am attractive and good enough. If their partners were "better" than me it will haunt me. It will make me feel like I'm not good enough, and I have to constantly have the BURDEN of living up to the other people in their past. What if they were better than me? better in bed than me? better looking than me? made more money than me??

I will always wonder what their partners look like, if they were more attractive than me. etc etc

It has NOTHING to do with morality.

I am just a jealous person. I like to be the best. Plus it has to do with jealousy of someone's past...

It's hard to explain. I am actually very anti-christian....

It has to do with my ego!! It's all about ME, and how I feel, it has nothing to do with morality.