You ever saw a chick that's totally your dream girl? Well i sometimes see this chick. Its not your average chick, not like just some girl who looks ok but u dont give a fuck about, cuz with those chicks i hit it off instantly.
This chick i really wanna fuck bad (its nature i guess, she has a physical effect on me i never experienced before), and cuz of this fact i dont know what happens to me but i just dont know what to say to the girl. This never happened to me before (yea only in high school but that was still different then this), this shit is fucking weird.
So tonight she was in this club, and i already did a lil basic chit chat the other night to her, and tonight i said hello to her n shit.
But then it happened, later she was standing around near me and i wanted to go and talk to her, but something stopped me.
Then 15 mins later or something I walked away with my friends to the dance floor, and like a minute later, she was dancing next to me.... and i didnt do shit. Again.
Now im sitting here thinking about how fucking stupid i was and if shes still interested in me after this fucked up shit. What the fuck! Im fucking annoyed cuz of this shit i did. Or better, DIDNT. Christ, i guess cuz of her getting in my damn mind its harder to act normal to her or something.
When i see her again what the fuck will i say? 'Yea sorry i didnt see you all those fucking times that night when u was standing right beside me'? This sounds like some high school shit but im serious, it totally fucked up my mood.
This chick i really wanna fuck bad (its nature i guess, she has a physical effect on me i never experienced before), and cuz of this fact i dont know what happens to me but i just dont know what to say to the girl. This never happened to me before (yea only in high school but that was still different then this), this shit is fucking weird.
So tonight she was in this club, and i already did a lil basic chit chat the other night to her, and tonight i said hello to her n shit.
But then it happened, later she was standing around near me and i wanted to go and talk to her, but something stopped me.
Then 15 mins later or something I walked away with my friends to the dance floor, and like a minute later, she was dancing next to me.... and i didnt do shit. Again.
Now im sitting here thinking about how fucking stupid i was and if shes still interested in me after this fucked up shit. What the fuck! Im fucking annoyed cuz of this shit i did. Or better, DIDNT. Christ, i guess cuz of her getting in my damn mind its harder to act normal to her or something.
When i see her again what the fuck will i say? 'Yea sorry i didnt see you all those fucking times that night when u was standing right beside me'? This sounds like some high school shit but im serious, it totally fucked up my mood.









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