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She then messages me on MSN asking what I would think if she was pregnant. So I asked her whos it is. She said Ill never know because I want nothing to do with her anyways. We bickered bakc and forth and the next day we talked again..
I wanted to work this out.. I wanted to be with her regardless once she got her shit together and proved she is going to be faithful to me. She is angry as fuck that her fuck friend won't talk to her anyone since I contacted him and filled him in on her two-timing. Turns out that night I busted her she cofnessed to him and that's why she took so long getting home.. aside from fucking him. I had to appologize to him for contacting him and suposedly giving the impression she gave him something!! Fuck.... how dumb am I?
Anyways.
She didnt want to work it out cause she was under the impression i would only be with her for the babya nd didnt beleive I could ever fogive her for what she did and would eventually get even and cheat on her. The whole time with her and through all this I never once wanted to be with anyone else. I love her that much and no matter what would work anything out if she proved she can repsect me and be faithful to me. All it would take is time, counseling on her part to deal with her shit and a regrowth of what we used to have.
The other day she said she felt liek we are just friends and that we are going day by day to see what happens. i cand eal with that. She then siad if she is pregnant that she will do whatever it takes to be with me and make it work because she doesnt want to do the same thing she did in the past (having a baby and being with another man who raised him and gave her more kids then splitting anyways) and I told her preggers or not. I want to be with her. Period. Just time and patience and eventually ill trust and forgove and forget again..
FF to today..
she sout with "friends til 12"
its 4 am.. no response to text.. got all dolled up ahao// repeated patterm
Im fed up.. she IS pregnant.
FUCK FUCK FUCK
I love her.. hate her.. etc
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