How did I get up to smoking a pack a day of cigarrettes?
I used to be 5-10 cigs a day, but realized lately I am buying cigarette packs almost daily.
I don't even know how to spell cigarette properly, I shouldn't even be smoking what I can't spell!!
I am just really pissed at myself right now when I realized how much my smoking has increased.
And now I know it is psychological bullshit vs. a nicotine fit or something. I think 'cigarette' and then I have one. If I don't, then I freak out that I won't have one and then I will smoke two in a row.
Have no idea what triggered this chain smoking nightmare. I hate it.
ok! I'm done with this rant but I am determined to change this situation.
I used to be 5-10 cigs a day, but realized lately I am buying cigarette packs almost daily.
I don't even know how to spell cigarette properly, I shouldn't even be smoking what I can't spell!!
I am just really pissed at myself right now when I realized how much my smoking has increased.
And now I know it is psychological bullshit vs. a nicotine fit or something. I think 'cigarette' and then I have one. If I don't, then I freak out that I won't have one and then I will smoke two in a row.
Have no idea what triggered this chain smoking nightmare. I hate it.
ok! I'm done with this rant but I am determined to change this situation.
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