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Only I didn?t know I had been wronged. Can you imagine it? Imagine a six year old who only one year prior had suffered such an ordeal, only to be frightened to new heights by a pain beyond that of being ass raped by a book? It scared me into religion, into believing something that I wasn?t ready to believe in. This caused me to actually hate religion and dare I say hate God after I realized how I was victimized. I blamed God. I blamed the church. I blamed myself. It took me a long time to forgive and actually get to know God the way I should have been introduced to God, the proper way, through having sex with cross-shaped dildos with lots of lube.
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