All power yo you xxxjay! You had the strength to get through all of this, the strength to share it .... you have creative talent writing and playing music ..... stay strong, be good to yourself and keep rocking! :thumbsup

ps thanks for sharing your story!!

Do you ever read dude?

That's nearly inspiration enough for me to write all of the shit that has happened to me and out any piece of shit human beings I've encountered. Not like anyone would read it, but I hear ya. Kudos for getting that off your chest.

Once your foot starts to get better you should get into yoga. Bikram hot yoga specifically will kick your ass into shape. Your bones will strengthen and the stronger muscles / stabilizer muscles, etc. will hold your body together better, and the more important part you'll become much much less anxious, and much more social. Bikram hot yoga is a group yoga in a hot room. Any fears you have of seeming silly or not knowing what your doing, you learn to get rid of very quickly, and the best time to go is when you don't want to.

Jay. You are an interesting individual indeed.

:-)

haha - RAM told me he is doing that in Budapest - and is like the only guy between 10 or 15 (don't remember the number) hungarian chicks. i haven't figured out yet if he is really going for the yoga ;)

Do you?

If you read Jay's story you would realize he is one of the few people who has been able to build several successful companies without outside investors money; most importantly he has done it his own way.

I am very confident that Jay's next business venture, while it will shock most people in the adult industry, will do very well.

Shave that beard, hippie! Join the Core.

I have nothing but respect for Jays businesses and what he as achieved.

He does not need you to be his cheerleader.
"he is one of the few people who has been able to build several successful companies without outside investors money"

Few? 100's of people have done this if not 1000's.

I read the whole thing and it sounds like a cry for help. Dude needs to clean up his act and focus on his talents. To say good job to some one who is sick and having a hard time really rubbed me the wrong way.

Good luck to you

good read Jay

Quite a story... not too many people rebound and continue life unmitigated like that.

"what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger" is such an accurate lil saying. much as you feel like something is working against you, there is definitely something working equally as hard for you or you wouldn't be alive. the angel on the one shoulder must have kicked the shit out of the devil on the other :winkwink: great read and i agree that you should write a book and sell the movie rights.

South Georgia really is the worst. I've had two friends, ironically they're sisters who were busted at different times, get put through the ringer in SO GA.

One was in Tifton (sp?) county and I don't remember the other small town. Tifton I remember because I had to bail her out. Both times they had to spend time behind bars, both times bail was insanely high, and both cases resolved in a phone call which pretty much said in so many words let us keep the bail money and we can forget about this whole mess.

I don't even know how that shit is legal. One of them was pulled over for speeding alone- no drugs in the car what-so-ever. How does speeding, what should amount to a ticket, turn into jail time?

I go up and down the east coast fairly often, on the way back as soon as I get south of Atlanta I drop that bitch down to the speed limit and white knuckle it until I'm back in my home state of FL.

When you look at it though, as much shit as you've been stuck with, it's not a total raw deal because shit could always be worse. Imagine if they had caught you dealing? In a way it's almost lucky, it only takes one person you sell to getting pulled over, too pussy to take the posession charge on the knuckles, and rolling over on you. It sounds strange, but it's almost like a ballance, like a karmic give and take.

Very cool to read something with so much honesty, I applaud you for that. Hopefully when the cast comes off in 2010 you'll get a fresh start. Best of luck to you.

meeeeeeeeeeeeh

that's a hell of a read man...

Interesting read man,you've had an eventful life so far

Great read Jay! There was once a saying I heard that said "I love Atlanta, but the only bad thing about this city is once you drive 20 minutes in any direction. You're in GA :("

Hope 2010 breaks the unlucky streak and you can focus more on personal growth and happiness. That's my plan at least, and btw the boy's at they high lander say hi ;)

You're a damn fine writer.


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Because a ticket is a courtesy. They dont have to issue one, you can be arrested instead.

Amazing how many people have no clue about that.

Yep. A ticket is essentially the same as getting arrested they have just decided that the crime is so small they aren't going to bother hauling you in and booking you for a small fine. So they give you a ticket. You can choose to pay it or go to court and fight it.

Awesome read Jay:thumbsup

The true character of a person is measured by what they do with the shitty things life throw at them and how they come out on the other end. Keep that hairy chin of yours up Sparta!

great read jay

Damn crazy story jay.

I read the drug arrest prison story on your blog years ago - it was a great piece of writing, much longer and better.

post a link to that if u still have it.

good fucken read man, very inspiring

interesting for sure

Yeah man, here it is in order, all 3 parts. I condensed it for public consumption:
http://offensiveseo.com/the-good-old-boy-network/
http://offensiveseo.com/part-2-march...son-boot-camp/
http://offensiveseo.com/part-iii-soperton-strikes-back/

Because I didn't think people would want to read that much.

That much text makes in a giant google bomb for people searching for information about that county.

Now that they can't do anything to me, it's the little bit of revenge that I do get.

i feel your pain jay and am glad that for the most part everything seemed to work itself out for the best!!! Hope your foot heals soon!

It kind of looks like you have come full circle. The broken foot at the start of all this and now again at the end of it. hopefully it is a sign that things are changing and you are leaving that part of your life behind for good.

On another note though. have you ever seen anyone about your social anxiety. I don't mean in the way of having them put you on an anti-depressant or anything like that. But maybe a therapist could help you find the root of your social anxiety so you could deal with in a better way than drinking.

just a thought.

Good read though.

Cool story brah

anybody who has the time, and if you're reading GFY you do have the time, read those, it's a good read. would make a good book and movie.

I would love to read it

All ended with him putting a gun in his mouth.

You think he killed himself because he was happy? LOL

Any of us with a few decades of partying under our belt have drug induced stories to share, its up to us to pull ourw4lves up out the gutter and clean ourselves up. not qwither away until you pull the trigger one day out of misery.

There are more interesting felons to read about, sorry...

It sounds like every jail story I ever heard during the 6 years I spent in the joint... look forward bro... live and let live.

baby, you need to go see a witch doctor and get yourself a "cleanse" ;)

I don't know how you had the balls to not just "get the fuck out of the states and stay the fuck out of the states".... you having the iron pants to actually continue living here through all of that impresses me more than anything .

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Wow, I thought I was the only one with a fucked up past. Kudos to you for moving on and continuing to live YOUR life! My life slowed down a bit once I had a son, but I do plan on writing a book myself...similar, yet different stories.

he killed himself because his body and mobility was going - it's called old age.

he just decided to kill himself before his quality of life was shit, which is admirable in my eyes. no point in being a martyr.

was nice when you were gone. not so idiotic. idiot.