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MrMaxwell · 12-02-2013, 02:28 AM

I think everyone got carried away with this thread

All I am saying, is, I don't really like or care about being alive and I have felt that way since I was old enough to think or talk. I'm not suicidal or whatever else like that- I just do not like being human.

If there were not people who love me and who would grieve, I would not be alive. If not for them I would pull a trigger- right now.

But, since there are those people, I keep myself going. I am not going allow them to take up my WHOLE life anymore but I am not going to bail on them and die, neither.

And the point of that is- I'm not some sucker who's going down for years at a time. If I was ever up to something that had a stiff sentence coming with it, and they came for me, I would pull a trigger. Not on them- but on me.

Also, there would be nothing wrong with doing so. I don't owe anyone anything and if they came for me over a victimless offense I would not owe any suffering, not truly. Meaning that I would not truly owe them the time I'd be "getting out of" by dying.

I figure that is the ONLY way I would be willing to do crimes with stiff sentences. If I had the peace of mind of knowing that I could die when they came for me. And like I said I would never do anything that caused harm against individuals.. MAYBE POSSIBLY I would, against bad individuals (chomos or thieves or rapists), I suppose.

The confusing part is that my brain seeks action in business. I do not seek action. I like to sit in my chair in my smoking jacket reading a book or watching my programs. I am not a partier or any of that stupid shit. But when it comes to business- I have ALWAYS leaned toward enjoying something with some excitement. Some risk. Some thrill of the hunt type of component.

I am sorry if my thinking out loud had offended anyone or if anyone got the wrong idea.

Tjeezers · 12-02-2013, 08:47 AM

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Originally Posted by MrMaxwell

I think everyone got carried away with this thread

All I am saying, is, I don't really like or care about being alive and I have felt that way since I was old enough to think or talk. I'm not suicidal or whatever else like that- I just do not like being human.

And here you are sucking up our energy, you like it to much to see yourself speak

MrMaxwell · 12-02-2013, 10:45 AM

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Originally Posted by Tjeezers

And here you are sucking up our energy, you like it to much to see yourself speak

I am very tired and, what did you say?
If you're speaking in terms of me taking up your time and/or other resources, that's your fault for clicking on my thread- then.

12-02-2013, 02:28 AM	#51
MrMaxwell Too lazy to set a custom title Industry Role: Join Date: Jul 2005 Posts: 10,057	I think everyone got carried away with this thread All I am saying, is, I don't really like or care about being alive and I have felt that way since I was old enough to think or talk. I'm not suicidal or whatever else like that- I just do not like being human. If there were not people who love me and who would grieve, I would not be alive. If not for them I would pull a trigger- right now. But, since there are those people, I keep myself going. I am not going allow them to take up my WHOLE life anymore but I am not going to bail on them and die, neither. And the point of that is- I'm not some sucker who's going down for years at a time. If I was ever up to something that had a stiff sentence coming with it, and they came for me, I would pull a trigger. Not on them- but on me. Also, there would be nothing wrong with doing so. I don't owe anyone anything and if they came for me over a victimless offense I would not owe any suffering, not truly. Meaning that I would not truly owe them the time I'd be "getting out of" by dying. I figure that is the ONLY way I would be willing to do crimes with stiff sentences. If I had the peace of mind of knowing that I could die when they came for me. And like I said I would never do anything that caused harm against individuals.. MAYBE POSSIBLY I would, against bad individuals (chomos or thieves or rapists), I suppose. The confusing part is that my brain seeks action in business. I do not seek action. I like to sit in my chair in my smoking jacket reading a book or watching my programs. I am not a partier or any of that stupid shit. But when it comes to business- I have ALWAYS leaned toward enjoying something with some excitement. Some risk. Some thrill of the hunt type of component. I am sorry if my thinking out loud had offended anyone or if anyone got the wrong idea.