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I have a hard time with my family. My friends accept what I do and some even think it's cool or edgy for a chickie like me to go out on a limb and test the waters. But my mom thinks porn girls do it for drug money, and my SIL freaks out over my brother looking at porn. I told my SIL if porn in his email inbox is her biggest marital problem, she has no idea how lucky she is. As far as my mom goes, I just told her about the amateur girls I know. Yes, money is a factor, but not unlike any other "job"...I asked my mom if she likes nursing, and she said yes, so I asked her if that meant she would work full time + for free, because she likes it, and she said no. I said, same thing..these girls enjoy sex, but if they weren't earning a living, they just wouldn't be running a site full time. Some content girls DO just do it for the money, and some use the money for drugs, but guess what, so do some doctors, lawyers, teachers, etc etc. Does that mean they are all that way, and that we shouldn't support those industries?
She doesn't know about my own amateur site, but I can deal with it when/if she does. I'll tell her that I felt better about who I am inside once I was able to accept myself inside and outside, and the response from members/fans has definitely helped with that, and though of course there have been drawbacks, I've been able to support my family alone, and I am confident enough to ensure I don't get mistreated by myself or anyone else, and that's way worth it for me.
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