Make it a 4 some swing and get that shit out of your system. You're just disillusioned. It's not love, it's the thrill of someone new and what will become a future friend if you play your cards right. Stop the cheating shit. Regroup, dont talk to her for a few days straight, make lots of love with your woman. and then see how you feel. But STOP CHEATING! Nothing good can come from it.
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