Its been a rough week for me. I've been trying to work to keep my mind off things but there are times I can't help but think about her .. Indy.
Let me tell you a brief story about her. She was my best friends dog. I've known her since he got her 12 years ago. Indy traveled with Bruce all over the US and moved to San Diego with him about the same time I did. A few of you know Bruce aka The Madd Russian. Well, Bruce was killed by a drunk driver 3 1/2 years ago here in Phoenix. When he died, I adopted his dog. So there is more than a owner/pet relationship here. Indy was the last day to day living tie I had with Bruce. He was my business partner, best friend, room mate and pretty much my brother. I'm close with his family and his father now calls me his son.
For me this is very hard. I live alone. All I have are my 2 dogs. I've been single and living alone now for 4 years since my breakup with Nikki. When you live alone and work from your house, you are around your pets all the time and build that much of a deeper love and relationship. They know what I was thinking and feeling and I know them.
Well, I just wanted to get this out of me. I've cried plenty and just writing this makes my eyes swell up with tears. Losing your best friend is so hard and then losing one of your pets that had ties to your best friend .. well words can't really describe it.
Here is a picture of my baby girl. I miss her sooo much. I pick up her ashes on Monday.
