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Sounds like you have got some problems. I have been there and done all that. It makes me who I am, I am a better man from all of my trials and tribulation.
I once was addicted to cocaine. I went for a bag @ like 4 am, and was pistol whipped and knocked the fuck out. Stole my cash, change, etc. Later, I found out it was setup. Anyway, I was always pist about coke. The size of the bag, the quality, etc. That was the last straw. I thought I was going to die that night. And become just another statistic.
Now I am all clean. I just drink, smoke and smoke. I recommend you seek some help. You cannot break the chain until you are postive you want to quit. It is all about your state of mind. Use the coke story as a metaphor and see if you can relate.
KDizzla
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