Originally Posted by MT_Butterfly

Maybe step back and take a look at your addictive type behavior's? Maybe ask yourself what it is exactly that you're trying to escape by using the internet (non-stop posting on GFY) phone sex and gambling as an escape mechanism? I don't know you from Adam, but sometime's it's easy to escape into the world of the internet, sex and gambling when you don't want to face stuff in your life.
If I'm totally wrong, then take what I said for what it's worth, and that is about nothing. I've just been there and done that and sometime's it isn't easy to face what's real.
The best to you and hope all works out.