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Well, we did some soft swinging before. He wasn't comfortable with other men being involved, but I had no such qualms about other women. I know no pussy in this world is enough to take him away; the guy is madly, crazy in love with me. He was with two other women; it totally spiced up our sex life, and if it wasn't for the bongs and couch-potato antics mentioned above, lol, we'd still be together today having really hot sex and maybe a girlfriend or two, heh. (Beer was never an issue, thankfully.)
We were together five-six years. But we've been friends since freshman year of high school, so we have a really solid friendship foundation. We've been separated since Feb '05 and divorced since November, and we still see each other pretty much daily. I just think that any woman is lucky to have a man love her as much as he loves me, and it would be crazy to throw it away. But on the flip side, just loving someone, or being loved, isn't enough..there are a LOT of other factors that are just as important in a relationship.
I do think we will end up back together. But part of me wants to enjoy the little bit of freedom I have right now before I jump back into a commitment. Like I said, it's not the act that is appealling as much as it's the freedom. But I guess I feel guilty for wanting it, too.
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