My ex has really straightened out. Not perfect, of course, but who wants perfect, anyway? How boring, lol. But I mean he has kept a steady job that he's being promoted at, and he's caught up his back child support and he's keeping up with it now. He's very involved with our kids now, and he sees them on nearly a daily basis. He's moved out of his sister's place and has a couple as roomates, but is essentially on his own, taking care of himself and his son.
There's really no reason we shouldn't get back together. He is still in love with me, and I still love him....And, more importantly, I respect him again, and I am almost at the point where I trust him again.
But....
Even though I am not out whoring around, I like the fact that I could if I wanted to. I like knowing that I am free to make out with, or roll around with any guy that I want to. But truth be told, I really don't exercise that option much, so what's the point in keeping that option open?
I wish we could just swing. Problem solved, lol.
