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Shopping makes me high, i dont even have to BUY anything, just being in that environment and just trying things on make me feel exhilerated and make my adrenaline flow. I like clothes, all kinds, cheap and expensive. Expensive is better tho.
So is looking at shoes. I really like shoes. All kinds of shoes, from low/mid-priced like Steve Maddens all the way to expensive Manolo Blahniks and Jimmy Choos. I just like to hold them and touch them, just like i imagine a man wants to hold or touch a womans breasts or thigh.
It makes me feel alive and as if anything in the world is possible and as if I can achieve anything I put my mind too and as if there is nothing i cant do or nothing i cant conquer, and makes me want to be more successful and strive for more..
Its much more potent than drugs, its exquisite and undescribable, kind of like an orgasm.
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