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Originally Posted by A1R3K
PD you know, i've never had any real issue with your board persona, i know alot of my friends that know you on a daily, personal level and i know you don't act like that to them. but you making fun of someone dying is not cool to pump up a board persona. what if it had been a close friend of media's or someone else who has supported you for so long? alot of us in the biz knew johnnie and many of us think that you crossed the line with that kind of BS. the guy is dead man. please have a little bit of human love.
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I refuse to sit here and pass an opportunity to speak my mind when its how i feel. its my constitutional right. He was a fucking jerk to me and many people. Im not shitting on him or his grave, I hope the poor guy does rest in peace. he derves it after a long life of self hate. I know more about him than alot of you do on a few different levels. Its not my job to spare anyones feelings on an internet forum. infact, I think its my job to stir up emotions and get people to let it all out. because you know there is going to be another poor bastard on here that takes his own life for the simple reason they didnt have an outlet for all the things teraing them up inside.
Ive attempted to take my own life a few times when i was in my late teens. obviously I wasnt successful, and I thank god for that. Point is, is I know what its like to hold shit in for years until you burts. It landed me in jail and a few suicide attempts until I found out what my problem was. talking about my problems.
Sorry for hurting peoples feelings that wont even give a shit about the guy in a week. you know its true. and this isnt directed at you A1R3K